Ruin Me Jeon {Jeon Jungkook Fanfiction}

41: Last Day

~ 14:42; BTS House ~

My eyes let the tears stream down my cheeks. I don't want to cry at all, but I can't control myself. It hurts. I sniff, trying to focus on the work I am doing. But my blurry can't let me do it. "I told you, I can do it," Jin pushes me aside gently. I sniff again and wipe my tears away.

"But I can do it," I protest, and he looks at me with disbelief.

"You are crying while cutting onions," I roll my eyes, still wiping my itchy eyes. It hurts to even rub them or close them. "You can go to the living room. I can handle it."

I smile at him apologetically and walk out. I offer help but end up crying. I sit on the couch where everyone is sitting and chatting. "Why are you crying? Jin scolded you?" Jungkook turns to me when Namjoon throws all the attention in the room at me.

Jungkook immediately cups my cheeks and looks at me with worry. "No," I chuckle, wiping my tears. "Onions did," Everyone chuckles, and Jungkook smiles strangely at me like he is adoring me just like my dad. At this moment, I couldn't see Jungkook but my dad. Jungkook is like his shadow. The way my dad gets worried about me, he gets too, the way my dad adores me he does too, the way my dad loves me, he does too, the way I mean the world to my dad somewhere he makes me feel like I'm his too. My heart always feels this unexplainable feeling around him. And I don't know about it, but it feels nice to have this indescribable feeling. He is just the one I want in my life.

~ 14:00; Lunch ~

"Here," Jungkook looks at me as I hold my chopsticks near his mouth. He looks at the food and smiles with a soft inaudible chuckle. "Hurry," He nods and opens his mouth to eat the food.

I smile at him. He puts his chopsticks down and looks at me, his elbow on the table and head supported by his hand. "Feed me," I chuckle at his request. "I'm serious."

"Oh, no, honey. It was just a one-time thing," I say, but Jungkook doesn't move back and wait for me to feed him. I sigh with a smile in defeat and again put the chopsticks in front of his mouth, making him eat the food happily.

"It is tastier when you feed me," I hit the chopsticks on his lips for being cheesy. I know how many stares we have on us in the canteen, but does that matter? Of course, it doesn't at all. I put the chopsticks in front of his mouth again, but I feel a little evil inside, so I snatch the food as he opens his mouth to eat. "Wow, cruel," I giggle innocently. "Anyway, it was spicy," He confesses and suddenly leans in to kiss me swiftly. "Sweet."

I am left speechless and shocked there. Jungkook chuckles, but it gets cut off by a phone call. Even my stiffness is broken then. "Hello?" His voice changes to a rough one. "Yeah," He replies to the other person. He didn't say anything further but just hung up after an eye roll. His attention turns to me again, and the coldness on his face turns to a smile again. "Where were we?"

"In the canteen," He chuckles and pinches my cheek. "Ow, it hurts."

"Really?" He asks and kisses that cheek. "Now?" I blush immediately because of his actions. Why is he so cute?

We were giggling when his phone started to ring again. He just declines it resuming the conversation. "Why don't you pick up?"

"Nothing important. Some girl got my phone number somehow and has been calling me for a long time. I blocked her like 10 times, but she calls me with a new number," Jungkook sighs and rolls his eyes. I pout while seeing him annoyed. "Even when you returned from Daegu that day as well, I screamed at you because of her.

"You are getting calls since then?" He nods with a sigh. "So long?" The phone starts to ring again. He declined it immediately.

"It is so annoying. Even blocking this girl won't do."

"It's fine, just don't stress yourself about it," He nods and kisses my forehead. We resume our conversation again. Even though the calls disturbed us, he didn't bother to divide his attention between this annoying girl and me.

I wonder who this girl is. She is stressing my man, and I am not liking it at all. He looks affected, and I hate seeing the ones I love being like this, and I love him a lot that it hurts to see him like this.

"And I will not talk to you if you fail this time," Jungkook turns to the table with a horrifying expression. "Jungkook, c'mon, you aren't that bad in studying."

"But it is a lot of work," I look at him with narrow eyes. "I am serious."

"Fine. If you fail or don't score above... 60%, then I am gonna leave you." He looks at me with a frown. "And I am dead serious about it," He pouts, but I don't melt by it. He is good at studying, but he doesn't study. He had such a good score in his CSAT.

"Okay, I will study. Satisfied?" I nod before feeding him. "But if I score good, then you need to grant me a wish."

"Okay, what is the wish?" He smiles like a kid before scooting close to me. "What?"

"If I get more than 60%, then you will make me meet your dad," I move back. After getting a hefty loan, I can gift him a house but make him meet my dad? Dad won't be happy about it. "Also, you will meet my family."

"Are you making a wish or a marriage proposal?"

"Anything is fine."

~ 20:54; Dorm Room ~

I get up from my chair when I hear a rough knock on the door. My feet quickly make their way to the door opening it to reveal Chaeryoung. "Ray, can you please put this on charging. My phone is living at its last 5%, and I'm about to shit in my pants. Thank you," She quickly walks in and throws her bag away in the room before entering the washroom.

"What just happened?" I am standing by the door processing the incident. "Charger," My mind can process this much. I close the door and walk to the charging point. Her phone vibrates a lot until I put it on charging.

I never check anyone's phone, but the recent text flashed my name with a strange message.

"Lovely Ray wouldn't love to..."

My fingers itch to open it and see what it is, but I don't like to invade anyone's privacy. My unhealthy curiosity is taking over again. "It has my name, though," I convince myself to open the text. "I shouldn't do it."

I accidentally swipe up the screen. Chaeryoung doesn't have a lock on her phone. "Shit. No," I panic, but the texts were written are the opposite of what I thought they would be. I turn to the bathroom door. "Sorry, Chae."

*2 Videos*

*Pictures*

"I warned Jungkook, but he is ignoring me. I am warning you as well. Make Jungkook and Ray hate each other, or else I will do it myself."

"Lovely Ray wouldn't love to see these videos, will she?"

"And if you don't want Ray to have a nice college year, then I will show her these videos. I know you also don't like her."

"Don't ignore my text!"

I look at the video and the picture. All of these pictures have Jungkook with a girl. I close my eyes to think about it. "It can be an old picture or photoshopped." All the picture shows him with a girl and having their time. Him kissing the girl's neck or the girl sitting on his lap.

I swipe through the picture again but stop at one. Jungkook was wearing the bracelet I had gifted him. The charms on them are the same as I remember.

"He is playing?"

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