Ruin Me Jeon {Jeon Jungkook Fanfiction}

Epilogue

~ 21:37; Jungkook's room ~

II push the door of Jungkook's room, making him startle by it. "Ray," He smiles widely, but it soon drops when he sees my state. "What happened?" He cups my cheeks, but I push his hands away and slap him tightly across his face leaving nothing but silence in the room.

"Ray," Chaeryoung barges in as well. She sees the tension in the room and stays silent.

"Please leave," I beg her in a low voice. She nods and walks out. "Why Jungkook? Why did you do this? What wrong have I done to deserve this?" I whisper, not able to speak. I am not able to accept this truth, but I had to. "Why?"

"What happened, Ray?" He walks closer, but this time I step back, making him stop in his way. He is taken back by my action. "Ray?" He whispers too. I wipe my tears and take out my phone with shaking hands to play the videos in front of him and get a confession. He watches the video, and his eyes widen. "This is not the truth Ray, believe me. I can explain it to you," I chuckle in disbelief again.

"Believe you? And exactly how am I supposed to do it?"

"No, Ray. Seriously this is not the whole truth, please, believe me," I shake my head. I turn to the door, but he turns me back to him. "Ray, wait, don't leave me, please."

"Why Jungkook? You won. You completed your dare and have your 100$. Isn't that my worth? I can tell others and make a fool out of me. You can dump me in front of everyone and tell them how it ends when someone rejects you," I remove his hands from my body and run down. He calls out continuously, but I don't stop. I reach the living room, seeing everyone in the room. My heart started to tear apart to see people whom I thought were my friends once and could trust them.

"Ray, wait, don't do this. I love you. Please trust me," I yank his hand.

"Shut up. I don't want to hear it. Save it, Jungkook. I know I shouldn't get engaged with you ever, but I ended up loving you. I hate you, Jungkook, and I hate myself more for loving you and being a fool to fall into your trap. I never thought you could be this low. I hate you," I yell at his face and turn to others. "You guys are the worst. You all knew what was actually happening, yet none of you stopped him. Rather y'all fixed my price," Jin looks away in shame.

"I thought I could trust you," My eyes get locked with Taehyung. "You are a jerk," His gaze lowers in shame.

"Ray, what should we stop? Him loving you? Sorry, but I can't do that. That would have been the biggest sin," Namjoon says out of the silent crowd.

"You knew the purpose behind this relationship still, you made me believe in him, yet you made me think that there is actual love in between us," My tears stream down, not able to keep up. "I don't know what to say anymore. What hurts the most is me getting this news from a third person. How long were you all planning to play?"

"It's not a play. Jungkook loves you, and it's the truth," I shake my head in denial. I tried to stay strong, but I failed. The tears are making me weaker and weaker. I couldn't stay there more so I rushed out.

"Ray, please wait," Jungkook follows me out, grabbing my wrist and turning me to him. "Don't leave me, please I love you. I seriously love you. I can't lose you. If I lose you, I might lose myself too," He attaches our foreheads while talking shit I am sick of now.

I chuckle coldly, "It is like some Deja Vu, Jungkook. I left you here when I rejected you, and now I am again leaving you here, but I am breaking up with you this time," I move back, looking into his red and puff eyes with my puff ones.

"I made a mistake by loving you. Goodbye, Jeon."

~ 2:40; Dorm Room~

I wipe my tears, thinking about it. I am alone in the room, and the girls aren't here. My life is like a roller coaster, it was so happy and lovely at a point in time, but now it is dropping from heaven to hell. Going to the way of sadness and pain. I open my phone to stare at the lock screen. The wallpaper looks so lively, which is lifeless now. The smile on our faces while we kiss... Now hurts. The only thing I am worst at is moving on, and moving on from this is more complicated than a normal relationship.

"You are someone I see my future with."

My eyes brim up again, recollecting his words. I still love him... what am I gonna do about it now? "I love you, Jungkook, but you broke me more than anyone." Tears stream down again when I close my eyes to see his smiling face. But when I open them, no one is there.

My first ever love is a playboy and is still the same... I was stupid enough to believe his sweet sugar talks. My fingers traced the necklace with our pictures. He promised me to stay by my side forever, but he is so far away from me now. He is a liar.

He even broke his promise. I lay back on my bed and close my eyes with tears going down my eyes, soaking the pillow. "I love him."

It isn't like every story has a happy and forever ending. Some of the stories end with tears. This was supposed to be my love story... something I wanted, something I craved for. But the truth is there was no love in this love story.

"I hate you, Jeon Jungkook."

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Sadly, One more book came to an end. It was fun writing this whole story. Also, I had fun reading the comments from some. Thanks for commenting and liking to tell me you are reading and like it. 💜💜💜💜

I know you all are mad at me for such an ending, but it is what it is. A broken love story. It was my first time writing such a fluffy and smutty with not a very happy and happening ending. I hope you all don't hate me for this 🥺👉👈

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