Ruin Me Jeon {Jeon Jungkook Fanfiction}

13: Clubbing

~ 20:00; Dorm room~

I lay on my bed, staring at the screen of my phone. I just want new clothes because I haven't carried many clothes with me instead I carried all the books, dumb me. "Ray, are you free now?" Bae comes up to my bed and asks. I sit up and curl my legs to give her some space to sit. "It has been two weeks, not just one but two, and today we are going to the nightclub."

She says and leaves me thinking, I have ignored Jungkook as much as possible, but I can't ignore him forever. Also, I haven't done anything wrong. It was him who kissed me and did wrong. "Uhm, sure," I agree since I also need some space to relax and escape a little from all the notes and books. "When?"

"Yes!" She exclaims with a wide smile. "After an hour, get ready," She gets off the bed, making her way out with a jolly aura. I smile, looking at her so cheerful and carefree again after her jerk ex-boyfriend cheated on her twice.

"Let's get ready," I sigh and get down as well. My cupboard has only jackets, hoodies, etc. I don't have a dress for nightclubs or parties. I sigh again but in disappointment after looking into my cupboards. "I have nothing," I say and flap my arms as a sign of giving up. I turn and walk towards the washroom, but it is locked.

"Coming," I hear Cae from inside. She immediately opens the door in her crop top and mini skirt with hair tied up in a loose ponytail to get the hair out of her face. "Want something?"

"No, I was just gonna wash my face and then get ready," I say and look inside. There was makeup everywhere near the sink.

"You coming?" She asks, on which I nod shortly. "Fucking finally," She suddenly exclaims, making me flinch back. "What are you wearing?"

"Good question," I look away with a peal of nervous laughter to break the conversation, but her eyes followed mine to get an answer. "I don't know."

"I'll let you take mine," She says with a smile and pushes me to her cupboard. She starts to throw the clothes out as she checks them. "Not this, this will look weird, you're not gonna wear this, Nah, nope," I am behind her, catching the clothes as she is throwing them out. "What about this?" I look at her through the pile of clothes I am carrying and stumbling. Chaeryoung is holding a beautiful white dress with a low back and V neck. It looks good but revealing too. "I'll take that as a yes," She says and answers without my approval again.

"You answered it... again," I murmur, and she takes the pile of clothes from me to stuff it back into the closet again after giving me the dress. "Shouldn't you fold them?" I suggest, but she closes the cupboard to prevent the fall of clothes. "It's pretty," I let out the words while looking at the white piece of clothing.

"And it will look sexy on you," She says and pushes me into the bathroom. "Change," I am left alone in the bathroom with the dress, and the door is shut behind me. I don't know why I'm having a nervous strike session right now. It is not like I'm giving up on life or something.

I shrug all the thoughts and strip from my pajamas that make me look like a homeless person. I quickly get my hands through the dress to get it over my head and let it down till my knees. "I look... erotic," I say as I see myself in the white dress. My insecurities are hitting me from different directions, and it looked not so good on me. My eyes feel disgusted by the mirror view in front of them. I sigh heavily, walk to the door, and breathe in some confidence before twisting the knob. "How is.. it?" I ask, feeling really shy and nervous from the wind hitting my exposed skin.

"Dude, you look incredibly sexy," Chaeryoung says, and Bae looks at me with a gape.

"I didn't ask to be attacked like this," She says and pauses. "But I love it," I chuckle, feeling comfortable after their compliments. "I feel like you'll get the boys on knees tonight."