BLACKPINK: New Home

Time

I'm kind of lazy to do research about their tour. I hope you guys aren't confused about anything.

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Y/n

7 months have passed now and I miss them a lot. It's their first ever world tour and I'm so happy for them. With their busy schedules and the energy they put in has led to some distancing between us. I also haven't forgotten about Rosé's and Iʻs discussion.

5 months ago

Video call

"Rosé where are the others?"

"Oh theʻre all sleeping. I guess itʻs because of the time difference.", We both laugh.

"I had forgotten about that. You're up though."

"Like I said, I'm a night owl."

"Uhm, Chae? Could I ask you something?"

"Yea of course. Whatʻs up.", she saw how hesitant I was. "Y/n? Whatʻs wrong. Did something happen.". I need to tell her. This is the only time that nobody is with her. Just rip the bandage.

"Did....Did you mean what you said?"

She tilted her head a little with a confused expression. "What? What did I say? About the time difference?", she chuckled, but noticed how I stayed silent.

"Y/n whatʻs going on?", she was worried and concerned.

"Before you left on tour." I gulped before continuing. "L-last night on the couch. Did you mean what you said?", I look back at the screen to see how her face just dropped. A short moment of silence was all that was there.

Finally she spoke. "W-where...Where you awake?", I could hear her voice trembling. Please donʻt cry. Donʻt hate me. What do I do?

"U-uhm. Kind of. I was about to fall asleep until I heard someone call my name. I was going to answer until you spoke with your confe-" she cut me off.

"Y/n.... I-I have to go.", she didnʻt even look at me. After I told her the truth. She just hung up.

My heart felt like it sank. A wave of guilt and heartache was crushing on me. "What did I just do".

end of flashback

Jisoo and Jennie have been communicating with me. Especially Jisoo since she found out I enjoy playing a couple games. Jennie has been talking about how badly she and the others wanted me to be there with them. Jennie has also asked me about my day and how it went. Making sure nobody is causing trouble towards me which I'm thankful for, but at the same time feeling bad for making her worry about my safety.

Lisa has been calling every now and then which I understand because of how busy they are. She talks to me about where theyʻve been, how it went, and how much she misses me which makes me blush every time I hear that.

"I miss you too.", I said blushing.

"How are the others doing?", not trying to think much about me and Rosé situation.

"They're doing great! Rosé however seems to be off.", Her smile faded a little saying the last sentence making me hate myself more knowing that I'm probably the reason.

"What....What do you mean?"

Lisa looked away trying to hold in tears. What happened? I was afraid of what she would say. "She's just not her usual self. The once happy and bright Chae I saw 5 months ago isn't the same. The only time I've actually seen her happy is on stage, but once the show is over it's like she flipped personalities.", I'm the worst. Guilt, pain, and sadness was now flooding throughout my body. Water was building up in my eyes which I couldn't let Lisa see.