BLACKPINK: New Home

First Rumor

Y/n POV

It's been two months, and I'm still recovering from the depression along with myself. My biggest enemy wasn't just my parents. It's also been me because of the way I have acted and treated those who actually cared for me. The one person who has looked after me my whole life is on the other side of that door.

Standing outside of her place with a bag of snack and drinks and carrying the overwhelming feeling of fear. Not once has her denial of our friendship run through my head, but many times actually.

"If you're parents end up hurting you, and leave you like before then don't come to me. Don't come to me when you're lost or crying because you're sad about them turning their backs on you."

"That's what you just did to me."

I close my eyes shut as a tear escaped. I can't believe I did that to my best friend. The one person who has been with me through thick and thin. Since my family left me in LA. Since they left me in Korea. Only to realize she's my family. Along with my bandmates and Blackpink. I gather up the courage and rang the doorbell. My hand gripping onto the bag of treats tighter than before.

Clara opened the door with a poker face, "What.", she spoke coldly. So cold it felt like ice freezing my damaged heart as it already is.

"C-Clara...I...umm-"

"You what? Can't you speak clearly?", she spat out which made me want to tear up, but I didn't.

I swallow a lump in my throat, "S-sorry.", I took in a breathe before letting it all out. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry for everything. I-I didn't mean what I said to you...P-please..", I trailed off.

"Please what?". Her facial expression hadn't changed. She still seemed pissed about my presence here. "Please...forgive me.", my head hung low. Several teardrops had hit the floor, and there was no comfort which caused me to shed more tears to fall.

"You think I'm just mad about your parents?", she sounded annoyed. I look up to see her glossy eyes. She sarcastically laughed, "I can't believe you.", she shook her head and I tilt mine still confused.

"You almost killed yourself.", she said in a low tone with greeted teeth. My jaw clenched and I felt disgusted with myself,  more water in my eyes. "How could you!? You were going to leave me!? Your best friend who has been there for you, and still is!", she yelled directly causing me to flinch. "I mean look where I live for crying out loud! That's how much our friendship means to me! What about you?! You were just going to throw it all away by what?! D-dying?", her voice weakened at the last word.

"I'm...I'm sorry. It's my fault. I'm so broken...and...messed up.", I wipe my eyes trying to hold my composure. "You're...you're my family and I'm sorry. So so sorry for everything.", I was pulled into her hug, and I drop the bag to return the gesture.

After that we both spent some time together watching movie and eating some of the food I bought. My best friend is back, and right now I'm trying my best to think positive rather than depressing thoughts.

I'm not alone. I'm not alone. I'm not alone.

It was now 9:00 and I had to get back to my dorm so I called my driver to pick me up. We both bid goodbye. Also I've spent more time with my friends who have helped me with the tough situation I put myself in.

"Another movie night?", I raised my brow. "What?. Is it too lame for the miss Y/n, Y/l/n?", Mae teased. I sit on the couch next to Shelly and put my head on her shoulder.", she stiffened a little, but eased into the feeling a few seconds after. She took the longest to reconcile with because of the mistreatment I gave. And the the others too. "Thank you.", I whispered. "For what?", she whispered back not disturbing the movie.