BLACKPINK: New Home

What Did You Do

3rd POV

Rosé, Lisa and Jisoo waited for Jennie and Y/n to return. When Jisoo came out of her room the two girls noticed she had been crying. They were shocked to see her like that since she rarely cries. Jisoo apologized and told them how terrible she felt, but without saying anything they embraced her in a hug.

As they were comforting each other they heard the front door open. The all look to see Jennie entering slowly. Her ankles must've have been hurting from the facial expression she was giving. The girls rush over to help, and then they saw Y/n.

Y/N POV

I felt bad when I saw Jennie walking. I could tell that she was in pain. She tried her best to not limp even though I saw her do it once in awhile. I offered to help, but she refused. After asking and insisting on letting me help she agreed. She eventually let go when it wasn't as painful. When she pulled away I felt empty. I wanted to feel her warmth, I felt cold even though I had the jacket she gave to me.

We got back to the their dorm and I felt my myself stop at my tracks. Jennie looked back to see my worried look on my face. I was scared and nervous because I still felt like I was intruding. She reached her hand giving me a warm smile. I hesitantly took it and we head to the door. Gosh. Why am I acting like a scared little kid? I'm 18 years old. I need to act like one. Stop being such a child. I said to myself.

After saying that in my head it made me remember the pain I had felt.... when my mother left me.

Flashback

"Y/n, you're a big girl now. Act like one"

End of flashback

Thinking about what my mother said to me was starting to bring back the painful memories. I bit the inside of my bottom lip to prevent myself from crying. The pain was drifting away as I bit harder. I could taste a little blood, but I didn't care. I just wanted my mind off of the unpleasant memories. Don't cry.

As Jennie opened the door I was able to wipe off my watery eyes before seeing the 3 other girls standing before us. I have to be strong. Act my age. In order for me to do that I need to control myself. The only way I can be strong is to not feel.

I let go of Jennie's hand when we got in and gave them a smile.

3rd PERSON POV

"Are you ok Y/n?", Rosé asked concerned. She gave Y/n a hug.

Y/n smiled and hugged Rosé back saying, "Yea I'm fine. I just needed some air."

Jennie raised her eyebrow but didn't say anything. She was surprised to see Y/n acting calm and casual even after what just happened. Although everyone knew she cried earlier because of the redness near her eyes and the dry tears stains.

"It's ok. You can talk to us", Lisa gently placed her hand on Y/n's shoulder.

"I'm fine really. You don't have to worry.", Y/n still smiling and acting casual.

"Y/n, you were ju-.", Jennie was about to say something but Y/n cut her off.

"I'm fine.", Y/n exclaimed coldly.

Everyone went quiet with the sudden change of tone that they heard from her.

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to-.", Y/n felt sorry for bursting out like that. All the attention and questions that were handed to her was just overwhelming.

"It's ok Y/n. We're sorry for all the questions. You must be tired.", Jisoo gave an apologetic expression.

Y/n nodded her head.