BLACKPINK: New Home

Explanation

Y/N POV

I woke up slowly and although I slept for hours I still felt drained. I was at Blackpink's dorm again. I wasn't all so excited as before. I just felt empty inside. Knowing what had happened these past days made me want to cry again. I couldn't think about the pain I've gone through. It was too early and I was physically, emotionally, and mentally exhausted. I check the time on my phone.
It's already 10:00?! Eh. What does it matter. I have nowhere to be.

I lay back down not wanting to move. Wait. I'm in Lisa's bed. My eyes widen at the realization and I quickly sat up. I smack my palm against my forehead because of the recent memories of last night. O my gosh Y/n! So dumb! So embarrassing! So sad! I acted like a complete child. Whining, being a scaredy cat, and crying. I cried in front of Lisa. Great. My elbows resting on my knees as my hands are covering my face. I shake my head.

Suddenly I hear the door open and it wasn't who I expected it to be. She came in with a plate giving me a warm smile on her face. It was Rose.

"Goodmorning Y/n~" her voice was so gentle and calm. It made me feel at ease to hear her voice.

"Goodmorning Rosé", I was still in bed, as she walked to me carefully still holding the plate.

"Here you go. I figured you might be hungry.", she offered me the plate.

"Oh. Thank you so much. You really didn't have to.", I was amazed at how thoughtful she was to do this for me. It looked so delicious. There was bacon, eggs, and best part was the pancakes.

"But I wanted to.", she spoke.

I blush a little at what she said. She saw how I stared at the tastiness that was in front of me which made her laugh a little. I decided to change first. Jisoo decided to get my suitcase which I was thankful for because I felt bad using their clothes. I go to the dining table where Rose has left the plate.

I ate my breakfast or I guess it was brunch since I woke up late. Rosé left a note saying she had some errands to do. I figured all the other girls would be busy so I just did nothing at the house. It was empty which made me feel lonely, but I didn't mind as much. I went on the couch playing on my phone then I got a call from Jisoo.

It was labeled as BP and when I answered I heard her voice.

"Hey Y/n how are you? Is everything ok?"

"Yea. I'm all good?", I said acting fine.

"Okay. Well we're almost done with practice. We'll be home soon.", she sounded all happy.

After we hung up I was completely bored. Wait... did Rosé stay here until I woke up? I was curious at the thought.

Hours past. It's 8pm and Jisoo said they'd be here soon. I chuckle at the thought. It's fine Y/n. They usually come home late anyway right? Yea....because they're famous and they have lots of work.

Me waiting for them and feeling alone was bringing back the situations I've gone through recently. I tried my best to shake off this familiar feeling. Suddenly I hear my phone ring, and I quickly rush over to grab it. I froze and my heart dropped when I saw that it wasn't any of the 4 girls who I hoped for.

Instead it was.......

Clara.

I pick up the phone and it was a silent. I didn't know what to think. I was mixed with happiness, confusion, and frustration. Why hadn't she call me earlier. Why now. What took her so long to respond. My mind went blank and I smiled when I heard her voice.