BLACKPINK: New Home

The Truth

3rd person POV

Y/n entered the dorm to see an empty living room. Normally the girls would wait for Y/n to come home before any of them went to bed. Seeing how nobody welcomed her made the young girl even more down. She made her way to Jennie's room with a gut feeling that they all might be there. She opened the door and was right. They were all looking at Y/n, but she wasn't looking at them.

Y/n POV

It's like my feet were glued to the ground unable to move. I could feel their stares causing fear to rush in my body. "I-I'm sorry.",  I softly spoke. Felt like all the air got sucked out of my lungs. Why do I feel so out of breathe. Still a moment of silence.

"I'm so sorry. There's no good excuse for the way I acted. I shouldn't have thrown my anger at you when you weren't the cause of it. I don't think I could ever be mad at you. You should be mad at me.", I rambled off not realizing the last sentence that blurted out my mouth.

"It's ok, Y/n.", she got up from her bed to give me a hug. Her warmth, her touch, her in general. "And what do you mean be angry at you? I could never.". Suddenly tears cascade down my cheeks and my knees weaken. "Y/n!", she guides me to her bed to sit along with the others.

"Y/n, what's wrong? Why are you crying.", Rosé holding my hand while I was still in Jennie's embrace. Lisa was in front kneeling on the ground trying to wipe away the tears and Jisoo was behind me stroking my head to calm me down a bit. "Please tell us what's wrong.", Lisa's sad expression had me fighting the urge to let another tear fall.

"I-I have.. to tell you all... something.", It was tormenting me inside to keep this from them. This will only break me more, but I don't want to hurt them too. "Can I speak with you individually?", They looked at each other being curious about the situation. All of them agreed to go in each of their rooms, and so I was left with Jennie.

"Y/n, what's going on?", Jennie giving all her attention at me and being serious. Not to mention that she was the toughest and most intimidating member. "I love you.", my eyes meeting those famous feline eyes. I could see how shocked she was by the face she made making me a nervous wreck. Does she not like me?. Her hands wrap around my waist to pull me in for a kiss. My arms going around her neck wanting to make this moment last longer.

She pulled away, "I love you too, Y/n.", her gummy smile was killing me. Iʻm so sorry. My head hung low before I apologized again letting it all out.

"I'm so sorry. I love you, Jennie. I also love Jisoo, Rosé, and Lisa.", her brows furrowed. "What?", an angered tone from her was enough to give me chills. "I-I'm dating...all four of you.", my eyes became watery, my hands were shaking in my lap. She laughed, but noticed how I stayed silent making her stop. "Wait a minute. Not only were you dating me, but the others as well this whole time?!", I've never seen Jennie this angry before.

"I didn't mean...for this to...happen.", choking back my crying was tough, and it seemed like Jennie couldn't care less about the current state I'm in. Her face said it all. She hates me. "You're unbelievable.", the coldness from her was too harsh for me to stand. I deserve it. "Get out! I hate you, Y/n.", that last sentence was like a cut inside my chest, but a million times worse. Tears running down my face.

"You...remember...the promise?", putting in my best effort to say a sentence properly. Jennie looked at me with disgust and scoffed. "You're still here?! I said f*cking leave!", I flinch from the harsh yelling and made my way out. I turned around giving one last look seeing a stream of tears go down her cheeks. "I do love you.", I mumbled before exiting the room.

My mind was going crazy along with my body feeling weak. Fearing what I hope wouldn't happen was now making it's way towards me. The guilt, anxiety, and fear was eating me up and it's like I can barely breathe. This is all my fault to begin with because of my love for them. I wipe my tears away to tidy myself up so I wouldn't look like a mess. 3 more to go.