BLACKPINK: New Home

Debut

Y/n POV

flashback

"Do you want something to drink?".

"Oh...umm, sure.". This is so awkward. I keep fidgeting with my fingers avoiding eye contact. I heard her chuckle before she left to order my drink. What's so funny. 

She sat down and handed me my frappé that I kindly received. "Thanks.". 

"So~~. How has Korea been? You seemed to have warmed up to it.", I make a small smile while my eyes are on my drink I'm holding. "Yea. It's nice."

"I'm glad.", My head lifts up to see her looking...happy? "I know it's late to call. And honestly. I don't know why I did.".

"I don't mind the time, and I'm glad you called.", hearing that made me feel relieved. She paused for a while, "I'm so sorry. For...-"

"leaving me?", I cut her off. Her frown got a bit bigger as she looked at me with lips pressed together. Was she about to cry?

"Why?", was all I could say.

"I...I don't know.", I scoffed in disbelief. "I just...I missed you. I miss my daughter.". her hands reached out to grab mine, but I pulled away.

"You're daughter that wasn't...good enough? Don't you have Penny? Your favorite daughter that works for you.", I spat out emphasizing the word 'favorite'. "You are worth it. It was cruel of me to think of u that way, and I shouldn't have done it in the first place. And Penny? Penny doesn't work for me anymore. She's on her own just like you.", What?. Anger washed up to me.

"What the hell do you mean she's on her own! Don't tell me you did the same sh*t to her like you did to me!.", We were the only customers since it was late. My mother apologized to the frightened worker.

"Honey, I didn't do that. Neither did your father. She left on her own. Calm down, please.", she rambled off quietly. I still felt frustrated because of what her and father did. Why am I the only one who got hurt. My sister just does whatever she wants. So how come I bursted out like that? I shouldn't care about my sister when she never did the same for me.

I sat back down with crossed arms waiting for an explanation. After talking for awhile we ended with a peaceful closure. "I don't know. I still need time, but....thanks. For talking...and the drink.".

"Of course. I'll be staying here for awhile for work, and thank you too. For reaching out.". We both made our way out, and parted ways.

End of flashback

"So you're telling me that you're mom them just wants you back?! Just like that?", she sounded not so convincing. I glare at Clara, "You saying that they don't want me back? That she was just faking it?", I raised my voice.

"Y/n... I didn't mean it like that.", she calmly spoke. Meanwhile I was on my feet pointing fingers, "No. It's exactly what you meant. It's just too good to be true, right!"

"Y/n, calm down.", she spoke sternly, but it didn't phase me.

"That's what you meant!", all my doubts were coming out, and I wasn't controlling myself. Wanting her to tell me I'm wrong. "You think they're playing me, huh?!", Please say no...

"Yes!", Clara yelled back.

I flinch a little being shocked. Her mouth fell open after her outburst and she moved towards me,
"Y/n.", I step away from her. Water building up in my eyes and my vision became blurry. I wipe my tears running down to see Claraʻs glossy eyes as well. "I-I'm sorry.", she stuttered. It felt like a piece of hope had been taken away from me.