I Will Be Here [JENLISA]

Chapter 24

Lisa arrived at their house with a sad look on her face.

Lisa's POV

10:05 PM

*AT THEIR HOUSE*

"Nak? Kamusta sya?"eomma asked as i stopped from walking upstairs.

"She's. Fine mom. Totaly" i answer.

"Dinner? I cooked jennie's favorite" eomma said showing the food.

I didnt refuse eomma this time and sit on the table beside her.

"So anak.. 2 more weeks. Babalik na tayo ng thailand. Are you sure na ba?" Eomma asked.

"Yeah... Sure.. Wala naman nakong dahilan para mag stay dito eh. Natapos ko na ang mission ko" i said then my tears fall.

"Nak. If you dont mind. Bakit mo ba ginawa yun?" Eomma said then hold my hand.

"Ang alin ma? Tungkol sa celebration party?" I said as my tears continue to fall.

Argh.. i hate this. Kaya ayokong magsalita eh. Kasi alam kong iiyak ako.

She just nod then i wiped my tears before telling eomma the whole story.

"You know eomma. Jennie is a strong, independent woman. She's the most amazing person I had second after you..." I paused.

"She could even die for me. Hindi ako assuming. I just saw how she's attached to me.. Ipaglalaban ko rin naman sana sya. Pero alam kong...." I paused again as tears escape from my eyes again.

"Mawawala rin anytime yung paningin ko. Or worst. Mawawala ako.... Kaya... Pinaraya ko na sya kay kai...because i know he's a good man.. nag palipat lipat pa sya ng university just to find the girl na pinangakuan nya ng kasal... Haha". I said. Kita kong umiiyak si eomma habang pinapakinggan ang mga salitang sinasabi ko.

"Hayaan nyo na eomma.... Sana lang talaga... Alam nya... Na... Sya parin" huling mga sinabi ko ng umiyak na ko ng wasto.

I covered my face with my palm.. i hate this.. i fucking hate what im feeling right now...

*FLASHBACK*

"She's Happy now. And im proud of her. Nakaya na nya ng wala ako"

I said while watching her walking with her bestfriend and soon to be her boyfriend i bet someday.

"U okay?" Chaeyoung asked

" Ofcourse. Tara na" I said and about to walk.

"Why do you have to hurt yourself huh? Why do you need to leave yourself aside and act to those around you like nothing happened?" She said.

"Because i love her" i said then she hugged me.

"Stop hurting yourself. I cant manage to see you getting hurt. Because of what you call love" She said while rubbing my back.

"Lets go?" I said then she nodded as we started walking away.

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I called kai. And his on its way. Hindi nya ako dapat makita before she's awake" i said looking at jennie sleeping while talking to chu.

"She's now fine. She had an anxiety attack. Dahil na rin sa pag pupuyat. At kakaiyak. Pag nagising sya. Pls tell her to drink the medicines na nireseta ko. Okay?"the doctor said as jisoo and i nodded.

"If you'll excuse us?" The doctor asked then i nodded.

"Chu. Dont tell her. That.. i brought her here. Or pumunta ako dito.." i said .