I Will Be Here [JENLISA]

Chapter 10

*alarm clock rangs*

Nagulat ako at napaupo sa aking hinihigaan. I slap my both cheeks. I blinked even 10 times.

"P..panaginip lang yun?". Sabi ko at dama ko ang bilis ng tibok ng puso ko.

Naiyak ako sa mga sandaling ito. And i looked at the clock. Its 5:30 am. Maaga paako para mapaghandaan ang sarili ko sa pagsundo kay jennie.

"Panaginip lang yon lisa. Tama na yan." I said to my self.

Natulala lang ako at bumaba ng hagdanan to eat my breakfast at uminom na rin ng hot chocolate.

I sat at our bench outside. I was sitting and enjoying the cold weather. Watching the sunrise when suddenly.

"Oh kamusta na ang pakikipaglaban sa isip mo? Are you winning it?". I heard it was eomma.

I sighed.

"Oh..eomma. its early in the morning. Nagising ba kita?". I asked

"Ganitong oras talaga ako nagigising. So kamusta nga?nanalo kaba?". She said looking at me while im looking down.

"Not even once." I sighed again.

"What happened?" Eomma asked.

I took a deep breathe then answer eomma not even looking at her.

"Napanaginipan ko po kasi na. Aamin na sana ako kaso. May iba na pala syang gusto."

"Is that jennie? Alam mo bang sabi daw nila na baliktad ang nangyayari sa totoo?". Eomma said.

"Naniniwala kayo dun? Eh chismis lang naman yon e."

"Hays. Hayaan nyo na eomma. Panaginip lang naman yun e. Alam kong mahal nya ako. Sinabi nya sakin kahapon." I added.

"Alam mo. Gusto ko sya. She's one of a kind. At higit pa don? Napapasaya ka nya." Eomma said smiling.

"You dont need to hold back your feelings of wanting to be with that someone. Cause if you hold it back. Youll lose everything". Eomma said then walked away.

Tama naman sya e. D ko namang kailangan itago. But this is not the right time e. Kakakilala lang namin. But. May katwiran talaga si eomma. I have to tell her what i really feel before its too late.

Tumakbo ako papuntang kwarto . Naligo ako at nagbihis. Outfit for today. I am wearing a white turtle neck sweatshirt. Oversized pants and a coat. I am also wearing glasses.

I got my things then got to the car. I didnt say goodbye to eomma cause she's taking a bath. Off for work.

I started engene when suddenly my phone rings.

*Park chaeyoung calling*

"Oh chaeyounga?"

"Lisa where are you? Im at school i just transfered here and we're at the same university.". She said then chuckled.

"And. So?" I asked

"I found a cute girl here. Can u come quickly? I want to know her hihi" sabi nitong tumitili.

"Landi nito. Im otw i'll just picked up my girlfriend. Hskhsk". I said laughing

"Wait what?!who?-"putol na tanong nitong sumisigaw.

I ended the call kasi baka naghihintay na yung girlfriend ko. HAHAHAH de joke lang. D pa pala. Pero dun din dadaan yon.

Dadaan kase sunod ng girlfriend ay asawa. Kaya aasawahin ko din yun soon..

Napangiti ako at nag drive papuntang bahay nila jennie.

Lumabas na ako ng kotse at pumasok sa kanyang bahay.