Sucht die Liebe. \\ b.k

Chapter 61

Chapter 61

ALICIA’S POV: 

“Oh, we may fast forward that!”

Bill clicked in the further on the video and I watched down at my hands. Was I a complete idiot to do this? I was going to see my boyfriend, the father of my child, having sex on a fucking porno tape. 

But I did trust Bill… I hoped I did. 

“Here”

I slowly looked up and I saw Bill. I saw him sitting up by the girl he was going to penetrate. I closed my eyes. How sick was he to think that I wanted to see this?

“Alicia?”

I automatically looked up when I heard my name. He stared at her if she was a ghost. 

“What?! My name is Madeleine!”

He paused the video. 

I sighed and closed my eyes for a while. 

“What do you want to show me with this?”

“Don’t you see?” he sighed loudly and got up on his feet. “I thought it was you and I – I… when I realized it wasn’t you I pretend it was… All the time!”

“You want me to congratulate you now or what?”

“No! I just want you to forgive me!”

“By showing me a fucking porno of you and a whore!?” I snapped at him. 

“Okay, that wasn’t the best I could come up with, but I wanted you to know that even that I had sex with another girl…”

“Whore!” I corrected him. 

“… I couldn’t stop thinking of you!”

I sighed and let the tears fall. This was too much for me, and the pregnancy didn’t help. Oh, god! I was so tired of being pregnant at the moment! 

“I really don’t want to pick a fight but I bet you were having sex with Zack when you were married… I mean, of course you were! I had sex once when I was drunk and even then I couldn’t get you out of my head, but you blame me as if I done this now! Like I have cheated on you!”

“I love you so much!” I whispered and threw myself over him. “I’m sorry, Billa!” I kissed his lips so many times that I lost count. “I overreacted”

“I understand that you got mad, but it happened before you got into my life again… which was the best thing that could happen to me!”

I kissed him even more and he pushed me down on the bed. 

“I love you, liebe!”

“Now, You know I can’t German that good, but I know that means “love” … I think you should learn me some more German because it would be kind of good if our baby would know both languages”

Bill started laughing and sat up. 

“Think, this baby will have three languages to learn…”

“What? German, English and…?”

“Duuh, Swedish!”

“Oh, right! I forget about that sometimes, because you are so good at English!”

“Well… yes I guess I am!”

Bill pulled me into his arms. 

“Tell me something in Swedish!”

“Okay… Bill, du är det bästa som har hänt mig, jag är så lycklig att jag har dig i mitt liv! Jag kommer älska dig och vår son för alltid!”

XX - THE LAST SWEDISH SENTENCE "BILL, YOU ARE THE BEST THING THAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME, I AM SO HAPPY THAT I HAVE IN MY LIFE. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU AND OUR SON!