9 : It's Okay

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YUXIN'S POV

I've been walking for I don't know how long and, on the way, to somewhere that I don't know too. So, I look around and I didn't know just now that I'm here at the park where I first met Xueer with Chengcheng... the day when I just know that she loses her memories.

I felt my tears again despite of the heavy rain. The warm liquid that's flowing from my eyes all the way to my cheeks until it falls to the ground.

It hurts so much; I almost feel numb.

I just kept on standing while feeling the coldness cause by the rain.

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'I love Chengcheng.'

I remembered the sentence that made me weak. She didn't tell me that she didn't love me anymore but it's enough to say that she loves someone... and it's not me.

What happened to us? Why did we end up like this?

We're okay the last time that we talk... when she still not forgets everything.

I looked down because my tears continuously coming out from my eyes. Fuck, why is it like this?

I slowly close my eyes and let the rain comfort me. How many minutes did I stayed here? I felt my body trembling because of cold but I still endure it and keep my posture.

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I was startled when I suddenly felt someone hug me from behind and put his or her head on my shoulder. So, I opened my eyes.

Who is this? I guess this person is tall and I think it's a guy.

"You'll get sick if you keep on standing here.", he said.

I know his voice, but I didn't respond to him.

"Let's go home. I'll drop you by your house.", he said.

So, he knew where my house is, I'm not even surprised.

I didn't respond again, but he let go of me. When I didn't face him, I saw him going in front of me. To be specific, I only see his shoes because I'm still looking down.

So, I look at him.

"Let's go. Your heart is already in pain, do you want your body to be in pain too? Look, you're already trembling because of cold.", he said then he smiled but I can see from his eyes that he's worried.

"How about my car?", I asked.

He chuckled a bit.

"You should've thought about it before you walk under the rain, right?", he said that made me chuckled for a bit.

"Don't worry. I understand why you forgot your car.", he said.

"Huh?", I confusedly replied.

"Nothing. Let's go. I feel cold.", he said then he holds my hand and began to walk that made me walk too, all the way to his car.

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LINONG'S POV

I was driving and took a glimpse to her... she's looking outside of the window. So, I look at the road again.

It hurts for me to see her in pain again.

// FLASHBACK //

After we, Adam and I get into the car... we saw that Yuxin and Xueer began talking.

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