When It Rains || ENGVER

13 : Should I Move On?

LINONG'S POV

Me... Jiaqi, Yuyan, Keyin, and Anqi are the only ones who heard Yuxin and Nana's conversation because the staffs are always outside.

When Nana started crying, I look at my friends' faces, and I can see through their expressions that they feel the pain that Nana is feeling right now.

After hearing Yuxin's last line before she leaves, I felt more hurt.

I'm sure that Yuxin wanted to say those lines to me, too... but I don't know why she gave me a chance eventhough she's still not yet ready. I know that she hasn't moved on and still love Xueer, that's why I don't want to force her to love me because it'll be painful for both of us.

"Ahh... stop crying, Nana. Just ignore that CEO... she's abnormal.", I heard Keyin said it jokingly... trying to uplift the mood. It feels heavy.

I don't know if I should laugh or not. Although, I can't laugh in this kind of situation. It's too awkward... it feels like watching a drama. Yuxin's lines are too deep, and Nana's cry feels too sad.

"Shhh, Keyin.", I heard Jiaqi said it to Keyin... telling her to stay quiet.

"Since CEO let you pass... you can rest now for the upcoming trainings.", Yuyan said in a serious and commanding tone of voice. Yuyan is different, I feel like we're in a military for a minute... Her charisma is strong, that's why I'm not wondering why Zhengting likes her.

I look at Nana and I saw her nod before leaving.

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After Nana left, Anqi immediately go towards the staff outside and told them that we'll take a break.

"What are we going to do with Nana? I pity her. Yuxin is really something, gosh! What a moody girl.", Jiaqi said with irritation.

I can't blame them. Eventhough I love Yuxin, I admit that she was too harsh towards Nana. Let's say she said it in a calm way but still, it's not an excuse for her to tell those words straight to the point to Nana. Of course, the person likes her... it will be painful, surely.

I can't blame Yuxin, too... I know that she doesn't want someone to get hurt by her. We know where her bad mood came from and that's because she's in pain. Sometimes, it's okay not to be okay, but when she gets okay... I hope that pain won't have bad effects.

I hope the calm Yuxin that we know will stay.

"As if there's something we can do, Jiaqi.", Keyin hopelessly said.

"We need her voice. She's good and she can play a lot of instruments and... she's beautiful.", Yuyan's voice became low in the last part, she's shy.

I can't blame her. Nana is cute and pretty at the same time. And I remembered she told me and Zhengting that she likes cute girls, she's kinda shy when she said it to us... so, Zhengting laughs at her that made me laugh too.

I don't really believe her at first, but I believe her when one day there are two cute girls who came. One of them is my fan, then the other one is Yuyan's fan, but she has a crush on Zhengting... so, Yuyan and Zhengting fought like a dog and a cat. Yuyan gets angry at Zhengting because a cute girl likes him and not her. I just laugh at them the whole time because of their cute fight.

Let's go back to the topic...

"But, Yuyan... she's not suitable to be a member of a girlgroup. I mean, YES! she has the face that can attract people to have an interest to listen to her... but, her voice is quite unique, and it'll stand out a bit if she's in a girlgroup.", Anqi said.