You know, I left her for a reason
Even though the past haunts me through the past season
And then this dude talks about her and it's teasin'
Me— during these dire times where no ones really meetin' me
Regardless of what the past had entailed
I was brought derailed
And placed in a dark void and the sea has sailed
my heart drove off in the fucking yellow cab that it hailed
And now it has no real place to be
Once it's gone then it's gone and reality
Strikes fast and the emptiness inside my chest where my heart was meant to be
Is just this solitary room filled with past neglect
And I already mailed my last rain check
So I have no choice but to step inside because there's nothing left
Like a dark road in the middle of the night
I can't see further than the fucking light
No matter how much I've been brought to fight
With the poison in my veins
The poison that's killing me and it's a shame
So I'm switching into the oncoming lane
Where it's possible that I could die alone
In my hidden dome
Where the past can't hurt me and the future hasn't been sewn
I'm tired of hearing the people bitch and moan
When I'm already drowning in my own pool of sorrows
Where I can no longer borrow
Time that I don't have anymore which means I don't have a tomorrow
And I still remember the reason this all happened
And I can't really seem to tap in
To the memory bin
Where my mind tends to sin
And I'm left alone once again.
But, was it really there?
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Dreams Over Reality
PoetryA compliation of poems and skits. The skits are no longer being continued. Most poems are about me and the events around me. Read my story This is my story.
