Should that moment come swift and thorough
I should fall to the worst person I've ever become
A moment of true loneliness
A moment of true emotion
Emotion in which I've locked away in the depths of my heart to repel the utter darkness never to be exposed
Should that day come I fall like I've never fallen before, forget me
Forget the existence in which we shared
Forget that I ever made contact with beautiful souls such as yourself
And don't forgive me either
Never forgive the past transgressions
Never forgive me or whatever I've done to you
I'd rather you hate me until you die than have you forgive me
And I lay away every night asking for forgiveness for my past but I know I'll never get it
Just one moment of singularity and my world comes crashing down
My existence is nothing
My worth is nothing
My future is over
But what if I took that moment of singularity and stretched it out
Next thing you know my life is nothing but depression and self harm
My life is constantly beating myself down and fucking up any potential future
My attitude is cynical and nihilistic
I've become a sociopath and a psychopath all in one
But wait. . .
I am all of those things.
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Dreams Over Reality
PoetryA compliation of poems and skits. The skits are no longer being continued. Most poems are about me and the events around me. Read my story This is my story.
