C L (First Version-Complete)

24: Tears

"I'll tuck you next to Caleb."

This was a new phenomenon.

"Do you need a blanket? I can get a pillow for Caleb and you."

This was a new phenomenon indeed.

Why was I saying that this was a rare case? It was a simple answer that did not require my supreme savagery that seem to infuriate the people around me. I do not know why they were enrage by my words but I would like to be honest with my opinions in order to erase the self-centered questions relating to "Why" and to wipe out the snot of idiocy in the face of this world.

In translation...I wish to vanquish the likes of Wye Fye and the likes of Snotty. It would be my life's goal now.

"Why can't you tuck me by your side?" I questioned. If it was Slade I was talking to, he would never say such things. I would very much admire Sevor if I had the full capability to feel emotions in accordance with the situation.

Sevor blushed and scratched the back of his neck. He lowered his head in embarrassment but raised his eyes to shyly meet mine. "Um, why are you asking? Do you want to sleep beside me?"

I looked at Sevor for the longest time while thinking of nothing. This seem to make him uncomfortable. "What are you thinking of?" He asked. He looked behind him and from his left and right as if he was searching for someone to help him converse with a complicated being.

And that convoluted being seemed to be me.

I sighed. "I am thinking of nothing but I would like to say something..." I began. Sevor licked his lips nervously before stating:

"What are you going to say?"

I took a deep yet silent breath and said whatever would come out from my mouth. "Let's make a detka (baby) and let's make lots of them." I know he had problems with Wye Fye conceiving. I should have watched my words but I would like to see if he had moved on from that event.

Sevor smiled at that and it would seem that it hadn't yet sink in the first time he heard it because he just stared at me with that obliviousness. As his expression started with its downfall, my words  submerged with it into the depths of the waters of his understanding. His mouth hung and he took a step back.

"Kio?! (What?!) Where did this come from? Why are you saying these things all of a sudden?" he questioned in disbelief but I can perceive the radiant blush on his face.

I stared at him blankly. "I just like to embarrass you," I replied which caused him to rub his face harshly with the palms of his hands. My lips twitched a bit from that display.

Sevor let out a breath after recovering from what I have said. And here I thought that he would love having children. "Actually, I also want to discuss something with you."

I blinked at him. "Would you like to know how I sucked Caleb's ling?"

Sevor stumbled back and gave me a perplexed and a dumbfounded appearance. He shook his head and tapped his stiffening jaw. "Lucian, I don't know if you're sexually pre-occupied or if you are just trying to goad me but you must be careful with your words, especially when you're around Slade," he warned.

"What is wrong with pleasuring other people?" I asked him.

Sevor placed his hands on top of my shoulders and squeezed them firmly. His eyes held genuine care and worry. "I don't want you to be taken advantage of. I don't have any rights to meddle with your life especially after what Wye Fye has done to you but I just want to see you safe."

I studied Sevor's face for some time, scrutinizing every word that he had told me. Although he had saved me from Slade before even when I did trigger Slade to do those things to me, he hadn't care this much for my sake. "Is it because you are acting as my oniisan now?"