Our Little Secret ➳ Camila Cabello

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I woke up on my couch with the bright light blazing in through the shades. I covered my eyes with my arm and heard Mila's voice. "Wake up, y/n."
I groaned turning towards the back of the couch. "No, babe. Let me sleep."
"You've slept from 1am to 1pm. Twelve whole hours is enough." She sounded upset. I pouted then sat up on the couch with my legs still propped up. Mila was sitting on the same couch I was and staring at me harshly. "What were you thinking last night, Y/n?"
"Good morning to you too, beautiful." I began rubbing the sleep from my eyes.
"Answer me, y/n!" She wasn't having any patience for my personality.
"I was looking to have some fun and forget things okay." I said feeling like shit.
"Forget things and have fun? Am I not enough for you, y/n? All I want is to make you happy, but you keep doing things that make me sad, and it's not fair." Camila yelled making my head bang furiously.
"Enough, Camila. I get it. I love you and it was stupid to go out and party." I admitted hoping she'd shut up.
"No its not enough. Stop calling me Camila, and start being honest with me. You knew you were going to a party and you refused to tell me. Then when we find you, you're passed out on a bed on some drug. Only God knows what someone gave you. You could've been hurt, or worse. You could've been raped." Her eyes started brimming with tears as she stared deep into my soul through her glass orbs.
"Thank you for caring, baby. But I didn't want to tell you because this would happen. And I could've been hurt but I wasn't. Jessie was taking care of me." I said rubbing my temples.
"JESSIE DRUGGED YOU! She fucking spiked your drink and kept giving you more and more. You could've died last night with the amount of ecstasy you took." She was now bursting with tears.
I shook my head in disbelief, "How did you know that?"
Camila lifted her legs and held them to her chest, "I found her after we got you in the car and she was fucked up saying how she remembered me and how you were having a good time. Oh and that she gave you enough X to bring down a Rhino." Camila said now even more upset. I got closer and bought her into my arms so she'd lay against me and put her head on my chest. It was quiet and I heard her whisper to me, "Why didn't you tell me that your parents abused you, babe?"
I pulled her away from me to look at her hurt expression. "Did Ally and Normani tell you that? I swear I will-"
Camila stopped me, "They aren't here and they told me because last night I was trying to figure out why you'd ever be so hurt that you'd think drinking would help you with it. Now please tell me why you kept this from me."
I sighed now feeling tears stream down. I knew if I was honest, Camila wouldn't be as upset as she was at the moment. Now that she knows, there's no reason to lie. "I was worried it'd fuck our relationship up."
She looked at me in distress, "Why do you say that, baby?"
"Because I'm a mess and you're starting to move on-"
"No I'm no-" Mila said interrupting me.
I returned the favor, "Please let me speak." It was quiet so she agreed to listen. "I see the way you look at Austin and vice versa. You used to look at me like that. And then you talk about him like he's the only thing on your mind sometimes. Especially when the topic comes up in a interview, you go to another world. And it's not just for management, it's for you now. The thought of losing you sucks, Mila." My vision was blurred with my tears.
She was bit cheerier than she was few minutes ago hearing my true emotions. Only Mila would be able to see me break down completely. "Baby, I hate Austin with my whole heart. He's a terrible person and even I'm saying that. I have to play this shit off for everyone. We've been together for years and no one can take me from you. That's why I'm risking my family's opinion about me to tell them all about who you really are to me. If I wasn't still hopelessly in love with you then I wouldn't have thought about this. I love you more than a baby ape loves her mother ape. Better yet, I love you more than a mouse loves his cheese or a cat loves the mouse."
She was now composed and I was the mess. Her words were so worth it to hear. I couldn't feel anything but happiness and love which made me even more emotional. I started to let up on my tears as she kissed the temple of my head, "Now please cheer up and promise me there will only be honesty between the two of us. No matter what." I nodded and she held out her pinky for me to hold with mine.
We laid there for a while until Mila decided she needed to start another conversation, "When's your uncle gonna be back?"
I shrugged as I laid, pushing body deeper into Mila's to get comfy. "I dunno. Why?"
"Can I finally see your room?" She asked with a cute tone.
I nodded as I grabbed her hand and took her through the house, up the stairs, and to my room. As I opened the door, I started pointing to my belongings. It happened in a matter of seconds. Mila attacked me and threw me onto the bed. Her lips crashed against mine and moved in perfect synchronization. "I can't stay mad at you for too long, y/n."
Camila straddled me and pulled in for a kiss. "To be honest, I didn't expect this to happen." I admitted feeling completely turned on.
She smirked, "Well, I would've done it last night but you were busy being fucked up off your ass."
I felt her hand go down further on my body as Camila was not wasting any time. Her lips kept caressing mine in a rough yet hot manner. Her hair was messy and she looked completely natural with no makeup. This is the Mila that made the blood course through my veins. The unexpected Mila. She reached down into my sweats to stick two fingers over my folds and into me. The way she was rushing was kind of hot. It got to the point that it showed that she could be demanding in bed. That was so hot to see.
I was so into the moment that I didn't hear my uncle come in the house. But how could I? The house was huge. I began thrusting into her fingers, still unaware that my Uncle was now here. He walked up the stairs as I got closer to my orgasm. I heard a knocked on my bedroom door that made me and Mila stop cold in our moment. His southern accent sounded restless, "Y/n, are you here?"
I tried to sound like I wasn't in complete euphoria as Camila slowly moved her fingers in and out to tease me. "Uh, yeah Mike. I'm just resting." My throat hitched as I was coming undone.
"Is there someone else in the house because I saw someone's purse in the kitchen?"
I looked at Mila who was smirking at what she was doing, "Yeah, Camila came to visit. She's in my bathroom right now, though. I'll tell her you want to see her." Her fingers were filling me up and before I knew it she put her hand over my mouth and I began to moan as quietly as possible.
"Okay, no rush. I just was wondering. I'll be in the living room, passed out most likely." He said before walking away.
As I heard that the coast was clear I glared to Camila who was licking my juices off her fingers while smiling. "I would've started eating you out but you would've screamed and I couldn't take a chance." She laughed to herself still on top of me. I quickly turned her over to switch positions and now straddle her. I began kissing her and reached down to find the hem of her shirt and hurried to pull it up. "What are you doing? I have to go see Uncle Mike. I can't see him with sex hair and smell."
I nodded as I began to lightly kiss her skin and start moving further down. "Yes you can. Pay back is a bitch baby. Get ready to scream my name." I got lower and pulled down her shorts and underwear wasting no time for pointless foreplay. I began sucking on her inner thighs to mark what is mine. Causing Mila to clutch the bed sheets in her fists. Hickeys are her favorite things. She's not as innocent as she seems on stage. Trust me.
I could feel the heat come off of her as well as see her start to ache in her core so I dove in. The taste of her was so sweet and addicting. As soon as my tongue darted into her, her moans filled the room. As I began licking up and down and around the clit, I knew Camila wouldn't be able to take it very long. Mostly because we haven't had sex in a while so she's not that used to me being in her again. I reached up to grab her tiny hips and stop her from moving so much because she's a squirmer. As I kept licking I couldn't help but look up to see her face when she was calling my name. It was more of a turn on than anything. She didn't last 3 minutes before she came into my mouth and I began licking her clean to swallow every bit of her juices.
Her breathing was heavy, almost like she had just got off stage.
I crawled back up to see her with the biggest smile on her face as she bit her lip to drive me crazy. She finally caught her breath and was able to speak to me, "I definitely need to start working out again before the tour starts."
I looked at her with a confused smile, "Tour? You're going on another one? Who's the lucky act this time?"
Her face was like an excited child who couldn't keep a secret any longer. Camila wrapped her body in my white sheets and sat up to look at me. "I was gonna tell you next week but since I'm already here, I gotta say it."
I just stared at her in amazement. She was just too cute when she was excited. "Say what?"
"You know our reflection album, right?" Her face super serious yet giddy.
"No, what's that? I haven't heard y'all perform anything from that album ever." I said sarcastically. I could still taste Mila in my mouth and I was savoring it.
She swatted my arm, "Just humor me, babe. Well, the album is being released along with a tour." She lifted her hands above her head, "The Reflection Tour."
"Not really original." I laughed looking to her.
She smiled, "Stop. This is really good for us."
"Us? Us as in who?"
Her face was still smiley but she was serious, "All of us. Not only the girls and I, but me and you. Now that the tour and album are on lock I can be free to tell everyone the truth. Well, after the album drops."
I frowned, "Reflection was supposed to drop multiple times. We are just going to keep pushing back everything for a spot on a chart?"
She leaned in and gave me a kiss, "Not this time. February third. Has a nice ring to it, doesn't it?"
"That's when the album drops?" I asked almost bursting from my bed in happiness but keeping myself under control.
She nodded and I tackled her on the bed to pepper kisses up and down her neck. "I'm guessing you're happy with the date?" She asked trying to keep herself from giggling too hard.
I nodded still giving her kisses, then stopped to start sucking harshly on the flesh of her neck. "Ow! You're a fucking vampire." She joked.
I pulled away to see my masterpiece. A purple bruise covered her tan canvas. "Stop over exaggerating. I didn't even break the skin." Her eyes widened as she pushed me off of her and ran into my bathroom. I was really confused. "What's wrong, Camz?"
She walked out of the bathroom in distress. "Now how am I going to go downstairs to say hi to your uncle with a huge fucking hickey covering my neck?" She walked back into the bathroom to rummage for her make up.
I stood in the doorway and leaned in with a smirk, "Mila, we are on a tour bus with each other every day. I'm sure he knows we aren't innocent anymore."
She grabbed her foundation and other make up to start blotting it on the purple spot. I noticed she was still not wearing any underwear. So, I walked behind her to pinch her ass. Camila swatted my hand with a smile, "Stop it. You'll never get me out of this bedroom if you keep distracting me."
I walked behind her and wrapped my arms around her waist, then nuzzled my face into her neck to kiss her softly. "Maybe I don't want to. I always have to share you and this is the first time in a while that I'm alone with you. "
She stopped what she was doing to turn around and look at me, "Baby, I know this whole thing is hard on you. I really do. But I love you and I also love this job. Once everything is set in place, and I can be myself then things will change. I guarantee it." She gave me a quick peck on the lips then turned back around to apply the rest of her make up on her face. "Now will you go to my suitcase in the corner of the room and get me that Epic Weekend Crop top and black skirt."
I smiled and swatted her ass, "Whatever you want, baby." I brought her the clothes and then ran back to crash on the bed. My head was still aching. Well, not as bad since I orgasmed but still pretty fucking bad.
I laid there to pass out for what seemed like only 4 minutes when Mila walked out looking hot as hell. That outfit, plus the way she did her hair made my head spin. I pretended to be asleep which was a bad idea.
Camila ran to jump on me harshly, "Nuh uh. Wake up. Twelve hours is twelve hours. You're gonna get dressed and meet me downstairs in 15 minutes. Right?" She asked kissing my neck to get me to move.
I groaned, "15 minutes is not enough time for me to take a shower and get dressed up."
"Well make it enough time. I gotta go say hi to Uncle Mike and then you and I are going out on a date with Mani and Ally." Camila said lifting her weight off of me. I covered my head with the pillow above me. It smelt like Mila's shampoo. "If I come back in here and you're still in bed you won't be happy with me." I heard her close the door and I reluctantly shot up to get into the shower and get ready.

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I walked down the stairs in my own crop top and skirt with my hair curled and makeup done. I had a pair of sunglasses and my phone in my hand. I entered the kitchen to fix me a bowl of cereal when I heard Mila's voice as she and Uncle Mike entered the room. "17 minutes." Camila said to me. "Not too shabby, y/n."
I began grab the box of cereal when my Uncle walked by to grab it for me since I'm terribly short and the box was on the top shelf. As I began to start pouring the food in the bowl, Camila stopped to yell at me. "No, we are going to the Waffle House."
I sighed, "Ugh, again? We always go there."
"You're such a baby. We go there because it's less of a hassle when we know most of the items on the menu."
"Can't we at least go to iHop or something? It's almost 3, it's not even breakfast time anymore." I begged hoping she'd change her mind.
"iHop is way too busy. We can get more privacy at the Waffle House." Camila said texting on her phone.
I rolled my eyes and sat my bowl back in the cabinet. I walked over to the dining room table to grab the keys and give my uncle a hug. "We will see you later, Uncle Mike."
He gave me a peck on the top of my head and smiled, "Okay. I'll probably be hibernating until tomorrow, but I'll be here."
I looked at him for a second then looked back at Camila to toss her the keys which she didn't catch. "Mila, will you go ahead and start the car? I'll be out in a second."
She was confused, "Um I can't drive, but oh- okay." She walked out of the house understanding what I meant and shaking her ass to make me smile.
I turned back to my Uncle, "You will be here tomorrow. Won't you? If not I'm not staying here to see them."
He nodded, "Yes I will. And they said they'd be here around 1 although they are driving in from Oklahoma City so there's no telling when they really will be here."
"Okay then, we will be back later. Don't wait up." I sighed walking out the door to close it and see Mila jamming out to the radio.
I opened the door to hear the blaring music and recognized the song. Mila was completely going all out singing Everlasting Love. I turned the volume down to look at her, "You've got the studio versions of the songs already?"
She nodded and replied with the pre-chorus as we began to speed off to the Waffle House, "You're gonna be all I needed. You make me feel like a dream. Whoever you are, Baby, you are The one I'm waiting for."

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We made it to the Waffle House which had a parking lot that was completely empty. So, I'm guessing the girls called in early to close out the restaurant for the afternoon. Camila grabbed my hand and started swaying it back and forth as we walked into the building. When we walked in, we met eyes with the girls who didn't seem as happy as Mila was with me. I guess it's because I fucked Mila into obscurity and they still had my drugged out mistake on their minds. Ugh, I can't make everyone happy at once.