What the fuck do you wear when you go to meet your ex crush/ ex boyfriend-turned-psycho-almost-killed-you guy?
I'd spent the entire night laying in bed and staring at the wall. I didn't get even a minute of sleep. What was he going to say? What was he possibly going to tell me that would change my anger? What possible explanation can he give for his actions? I'd rethought my decision of agreeing to this.
But now it was almost 5:30 pm and I still didn't know that to wear. I know it's not the greatest of priorities right now but I can't go naked-
In the end I decided to throw on a decent shirt and jeans. It's not like we're going for an outing or anything and I wanted him to know that I was the least bit interested in this entire "giving him another chance" thing. I mean only a crackhead would do what I'm doing.
It took all the will power in me to not slide out a pack of cigarettes and smoke the nervousness away. Now I understand what addiction really means.
I walked downstairs to the ground floor and decided to wait there. As promised, I called Ruhi as I waited for him to show up.
"Hey." An almost deafening sound came out from her side and I could hear her say 'damnit'
The noise slowly died down as she probably moved away. Oh right, she was at a wedding.
"I'm sorry for all the noise its just my chacha trying to recall his dance for when the baraat comes." She said.
Yep. I totally understood that.
"It's alright if you're busy." I said and she quickly cut me off with a 'it's okay I'm not busy'
"You'll be okay right?" She asked me.
"You don't have to do this for anyone Sooyeon. You can back out any minute."
"I know I can but I want to know what he has to say. This might turn out to be the most stupid decision of my life but we'll see what happens." I didn't want to back out now.
"Did you take something with you like a taser?" She asked out of the blue.
"Ruhi he's not going to try to murder me." I said casually.
"Uh the last time didn't go well." She shot back and I went white.
"I'm sorry! I didnt mean that! It's just- just keep something with you incase anything happens." She quickly apologised.
She didn't have to. Because she was completely right.
"No you're right. I'll make sure to take something with me. You should go now the baraab will be there soon." I tried.
I could hear her sweet laugh at my silly attempt. "It's not barrab- nevermind love. Take care of yourself please. I want to see you again tomorrow in one piece okay."
"As you wish." After saying our goodbyes, I hung up the phone.
The minute I looked up after I shoved my phone into my purse, I almost screamed.
"Hi." He said faintly. Where did he come from?
"I came just a minute ago but you were busy talking on the phone so I waited." He said as if reading my thoughts. Wow thank you big man for waiting for me to finish my call.
"Shall we go?" He asked. He was so awkward and that made me feel satisfied. The arms that had once been around my waist were now awkwardly in his jeans pocket as his eyes were at the ground.
He was in his casuals too.
"Yeah." I said and we walked to his car. I need to be a little salty because this is almost like a favour I'm doing to him. If I wanted, I could call the cops right this moment and press kidnapping and attempted murder charges on him.
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FanfictionThere's a quote that says, "Inhale the future, exhale the past." But what if you choke on air? That's exactly what Sooyeon's life has been like. After losing the most important people of her life, Sooyeon made a deal with herself that no matter wh...
