I hate you more (Five Hargreeves x reader)

Shifting update

Hey guys! I am working on the next chapter ig in the story and it should be out by sometime tomorow. 

Anyways, I haven't shifted yet, but I made major progress last night! I wasn't necessarily trying to shift, I mean I did the raven method but I didn't put on subliminals. I just listened to rain water and my fan, like I do when I sleep. So I had been sleeping for prolly an hour or two when I see a quick flash of white light and, as if I had a tv on a table next to my head, I heard "United states". It sounded like it would on an old tv and I have been binge-watching season 2 of the umbrella academy. I got excited and woke up before anything else. 

But yea I consider that major progress! Next chapter is coming i promise! Also please listen to "Animal" by neon trees (its an oldie but a goodie) and also listen to "12345sex" by upsahl (it reminds me of Five soooo much)

Hey guys this is an edit on this chapter (obviously) and I have more updates for you about my shifting. So last night I had a dream where I was with th siblings, and it's a big deal because I never dream. Obviously it had characters from a movie I had watched previously before getting ready for bed, but I actually talked to Five in it! 

Basically I don't remember the second the dream started but I remember being in some kind of lunchroom and Five stormed away from the others, so I followed him. 

I got him to sit at the lunch table with me and I asked him what was wrong. He had like a mini freak out and started yelling at me (It's the end of the world/my siblings are idiots/ I can't stop it/ etc.) and I stopped him. I got him to do breathing exersizes with me and he calmed down. I remember thinking in the dream 'oh my god I shifted' but I couldn't feel anything and I couldn't look around, like in a dream obviously. 

Later on we were all i campers for some reason and I was just bonding with allison in her camper and then I woke up. 

I don't think I shifted but I feel like I'm getting close. 

If you guys are curious as to what I did then here it is: 

1: turn on rain water on your phone (there's a nice ten hour one that I listen to on yt) and a fan. If you don't have a fan, the rain sounds will work just as okay and vise versa. 

2: Get into a comfy position (prefferably not the star fish, I sleep in fetal position and so far I've made the most progress like that) 

3: close your eyes and imagine your Dr (what the characters look/sound/smell like and your surroundings)

4:repeat affirmations (I have shifted/ I am home/ I am shifting) and sleep

Make sure to look over your script before doing this and if you don't have one just think about the plot and everything that you would put in your script. I recommend watching the show/movie/ yt video that your dr characters are from before bed while looking over your script just because it makes the characters fresh on your mind. 

Once again, I have not shifted yet but doing these things has given me the most progress.

Thanks, and happy shifting!