Gulf Kanawut is the smartest student on Crimonology department. He is always the center of attention, not only because of his intelligence, but also because of his clumsiness. He is on his third year and it's his time for internship. With his connec...
I come out from bathroom with a faithful heart. I directly go to bed where my baby is. I hug my sleeping baby. My cheek rests on his forehead. I rub it just like a kitten do. I take a deep breath.
"Baby... Let's play telepathy~ Now, phi will send you my message..."
"Test, test... Yai nong, my baby boy, can you tell phi why you don't want to open your eyes and meet phi?", I whisper near his ear.
My heart is beating fast. I'm really anxious. Will he answer it just like what we play when we are kids? I'm focused on his chest-nut lips. My eyes widen. It's moving! I immediately bring my ear closer to his mouth.
"Nong... Nong is disgusting... How can nong let other people to touch nong? How can nong be turned on by other men? Nong is disgusting... Nong is dirty... Khun phi must be disgusted with nong..."
I can't hold my tears. I don't know what he has been through today, but I can feel his sadness. I can feel his fear. I pull him closer to me.
"Don't think like that, baby... All of this happened because of phi. I'm really failed on protecting you. It's all my fault. Phi is really sorry naa, baby... Phi is sorry..."
"No... That happened because nong was stubborn... Don't blame yourself, phi... It's nong who always create more trouble in your life..."
"No... You're wrong, baby... If phi didn't let you go alone, everything wouldn't turn out this way. It's really phi's fault. Phi really can't forgive myself...", I hug him tighter.
"Don't blame yourself, phi... This isn't your fault..."
"No... It's my fault..."
"No, please... Don't blame yourself..."
"If you do want phi to stop blaming myself, please open your eyes tomorrow morning, okay? It's really okay if you are tired and want some rest. Phi will be with you here... Now... Let's just sleep..."
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It doesn't take a long time until I hear soft snore from him. I sigh in relief. At least, he can sleep peacefully tonight. I kiss his forehead. I look at him once again before I close my eyes too. I really hope that my words will make him open his eyes tomorrow morning.
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I slowly wake up as the sun light is hitting my face. I open my eyes and immediately check my baby boy. I frown. Did my words not effect at all? Maybe I should talk to professor again. I'm about to take my phone. But, just then, I can feel his eyes moving. He is awake! However, I pout. If he is awake, won't he want to open his eyes? Hmmm... What should I do to make him open his eyes without forcing him? Ahaaa! I should try this one. I stroke his hair, while my right hand rubs his cheek. I look at him.
