Historia. | Kuroo Tetsuro

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After Kenma told me, he lent me a phone and I used it to check the calls.. the messages.. My phone was dead. I didn't realize it! I checked everything and I felt like the worst person that could ever have lived.

"(Y/n).. where are you..? Where are you...?" He sent voicemails, 50 voicemails. "Nana died... Where are you..? I need you.. (Y/n).." I'm running right now. Why didn't I know?! "(Y/n).. Why aren't you answering my calls...? D-Did I do something wrong..? Baby... please answer..."

♥︎: Where are you?

♥︎: Why aren't you answering? Are you okay??

♥︎: (Y/n)??? Please answer..

♥︎: (Y/n) where are you?? Why aren't you replying to my texts?? I've been calling you. Did something happen??

♥︎: (Y/n)... where are you when I need you?

It's raining.. I'm already soaking! I arrived at the place he said but there's no one here anymore! I can't breathe from all running. I couldn't think straight from the news. He isn't here, and I am panicking.. I messed up. I didn't know. No one told me anything! If I had known.. why did no one tell me?

I head home, soaking wet from the rain. My things aren't wet, thankfully. But.. my phone is dead and the one I borrowed from Kenma.. it's in my bag. I gave up on listening to his voicemails. All I heard were the same things, and I don't know anymore. We just reconciled recently.. and now this.

I got home, and found him drying his hair, still in his tuxedo. I don't know if I'm crying, or if it's water dripping from my hair. I take my shoes off, and leave my bag on the floor. I walk past him, and head to the bathroom. I take my uniform off, and I find him right at the door. I take everything off and wear the bathrobe, and head out to drink hot chocolate.

"(Y/n), you're going to be cold in that. Change into something." I shake my head as I swallow the lump in my throat, stopping myself from crying. But I couldn't.

"I'm sorry.. I know you're mad at me for not coming, for not seeing your texts.. answering your calls.. For not being there.." I try picking up the mug, but I failed to do so. My hands were shaking as I cried, and I'm freezing. "Tetsuro.. I'm the worst girlfriend.."

He just stared at me for a while. I had no other words for my mistake, so I just cried. Just like how Misaki.. the last time I spent with her, was when I was down.. and it was only a coincidence that we met. Now, she's gone. Without a word.. Nana's gone.

I knew she was sick, but she never made it look like it. We spent time in her room, and she always teased me about my relationship with Tetsuro. She made me laugh, she loved me as if I was her own grandchild, she took care of me when I was sick.. when I needed her she was there to comfort me. She loved me and stood as my mother.. I wish I spent time with her more.

After a while, Tetsuro finally came to me and dried my hair with the towel. "I'm heading to Dad's. He asked me to stay with him, and he said he needs me." I look at him, feeling how distant he is just by the look in his eyes. He's upset. "You're going to get sick.. I already lost Nana from being ill.. I don't want to lose you from the same thing."

"Tetsuro.. I'm sorry I didn't come.. I'm so sorry.. all I've done recently was focus on my friends.. but I forgot about you.. I'm sorry..." He wiped my cheek, and pressed a kiss on my forehead. "I'm sorry... I'm the worst... I said that I'd always be with you when you need me... I'm sorry.."