Historia. | Kuroo Tetsuro

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trigger warning: self-harm, murder and suicide attempt.

I'm back home with a completely quiet Kuroo-san. After the incident at the convenience store, he made me call the part-time worker after me for us to head home. He was furiousa and so, I couldn't do anything but do as he says. Luckily, the one next to me was available and is more than happy to arrive early. 

He hasn't spoken a word since earlier, the last thing I heard of him was when he told me to call the next worker. I can't bring myself to speak to him, he was.. he's just too frightening for me to try and face him right now. He's cooking dinner and I'm just on the couch, watching him as he went around the kitchen. He would spare me glances, but I couldn't look at his eyes, I feel like he's going to murder me once I will. 

The hot water hurt my arms more than I thought, I don't know if I'll get burn marks but I don't think so either. Kuroo-san tended to my arms as soon as he was done talking to Tatsumaki-san and Minari. He undid the bandages on my arms and gently dabbed a very cold towel onto it. It made my arms feel a little bit better than when it was burnt, but, it still stings when I try to touch it or even move my arms. The bleeding also hasn't stopped completely yet.

Minari randomly came and she just.. I'm not even doing anything. After years of not meeting her, and no communication, she just comes back and attacks me like I've done her wrong in every day of her life. I don't understand why they never listen to me.. I haven't done anything to them. I never have. I never planned to, and never will I plan to. I don't get them anymore.. Why do they like cornering me to fall off the edge?

I look up when I felt his hand on my head. He sat beside me, placing a bowl of food on the coffee table before facing me. He reached for my hair, but I immediately backed away, still cautious of him. 

"I won't hurt you." He smiled weakly, and tucked a strand of hair behind my ear, his hand cupping my cheek as he pulled me closer. He planted a kiss on my forehead, staying there for a few seconds before pulling away. "Show me your arms." I hide my arms behind me, earning a sigh from him. "I'm going to treat your arms.. I told you, I won't hurt you." 

"Aren't you going to scold me?" He usually gets mad at me whenever he finds out that I hurt myself.

"Do you think it's still relevant for me to scold you, after all of that? You're mental sate dropped the very moment she spilled water on you." He grabbed my hand, loosening his grip when I hissed from the contact of our skin. "I'll be careful.. so please be careful too." He looked me in the eye, the frightening gaze that was once there, is now replaced with worry. 

I simply reply with a nod, letting him take care of my arms for me. He told me that he won't make me wear bandages up until I finished taking a shower. He said that he wanted me to have a cold wet towel around my arms to cool the burns. Since I have these towels around my arms, I couldn't eat on my own. He fed me as he ate. He kept me company, and told me stories about the school he attends. I'm sure that he's still pretty annoyed at what happened, and is just brushing it off, but I'm thankful nonetheless.

He didn't let me do any house chore. I just sat on the couch and watched TV, but there's nothing interesting. I got bored and decided to just take a shower to head to bed earlier. Today's probably one of the worst days I've ever lived. I still have no idea why Minari's so mad at me, nor why Kokoro is the same, I'm also surprised to hear that Minari and Tatsumaki-san is her cousin.