I didn't get the chance to look at the other girls, but it seemed like everyone was unconscious because of what I did. I cried until I fell asleep on Kuroo-san, and by then, we probably were the only ones up at the rooftop. I just know that he carried me to the infirmary to rest, and to take care of my extremely wounded arms.When I woke up, Kuroo-san was beside me, asleep with his head on the bed and his hand holding mine. My arms were already taken care of while I was sleeping, it must've been tiring for him to do that. I bring my hand to his hair and gently brush my fingers through it. His hair is really soft.. I thought it'd be spiky or something.. He looks so peaceful.. I troubled him and nearly died on all of them. Was this reported to the principal?
There's a bento on the side table, but I assume that it's his... I don't think I should eat it. He probably made it for him to eat, and he might not want me to be the one eating his bento. He worked hard on that, so I don't want to touch his food. I'm hungry though... it's been... almost 2 hours since the incident. Did he sleep here and skipped his classes just to watch over me? He's insane..
I pull my hand away from his hair, but he held it. "Are you... hungry?" He asks, stretching his arm as he yawns. I nod. I think it's best to be honest right now, after all the trouble I've given him. "Does your arm hurt? The cuts..? Do they still sting?" I shake my head and he nods. "You like broccoli, right? And beef?" I nod, and he takes the bento from the side table.
I tried stealing the chopsticks from him, but I felt really dizzy when I moved. He even had to help me sit up and lean on the pillows, blood loss I guess. He fed me without saying a word, but questions do pop up now and then. I'd only answer with a nod or any gesture. I'm too scared to say a word.. he might be mad at me. I don't know.. his expression just says that he wasn't happy, of course he wouldn't be. I could've died..
"Also, uhm, later we have training. You should stay behind with me, it'd be better and safer for you if I'm around." He smiled, feeding me rice and broccoli.
I wipe the corner of my lips, and take a deep breath. Please don't get mad at me.. "Kuroo-san.." I call out, and he looks at me, patiently waiting for me to continue speaking. I shake my head and smile. "I just wanted to say.. thank you, and that I'm really really sorry for what happened.. I caused trouble on my first day, and it might've affected you."
He places the bento and the chopsticks on the side-table, and take a seat beside me on the bed. He takes his blazer off and wraps it around my shoulders. "I don't know.. what I should say. You nearly fell to your death right in front of me, and by how you looked like earlier.... it seems like, you still want to live. That's already enough." He pat my head, smiling warmly at me as I can only look at him with guilt.
"But, if you hadn't been around.. Yamamoto, Honami... Maki... I might've died already." He chuckles as he places his hands on the bed, a few inches behind him.
"As long as you're safe now, then everything's well." He stands from the bed and turns to me to pat my head. "I have to head to class.. as much as I want to take care of you, I've skipped the classes to stay here until you woke up. I'll see you later though, okay?" I nod and wave my hand at him as he makes his way out of the room.
I look at the bento and take it, finishing the food so his efforts won't go to waste. I honestly owe him a lot, and I really am glad to have him. He always.. always helps me out when I need help. I'm really glad that I was taken in by nice people, I made a nice friend.. and he really makes efforts even when I already tried pushing him away. He also can't keep avoiding me when he's mad, he always makes a way to talk to me. I'm relieved.
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