Historia. | Kuroo Tetsuro

39

slight trigger warnings: suffocation

A few months since that time, and a lot of things have changed. I've busied myself with my schedule, my work and my school activities. I drowned myself in things to do. I made sure I had things to do for every hour. I graduated from College, but since my fashion and design professor favors me, I'm still kind of attending her classes. But aside from class, all I have is work.

My agenda for today, a photoshoot in Saitama. I have Lev as my partner for the shoot, so I also had him be the one taking me to the place. Monica, Dina, and Hatsumi-san, Lev's manager. I'm seated at the front beside Lev while he drove us there. I have my earphones on because I don't want to talk to anyone, and simply listen to music. My Spotify is full of love songs and I'm pissed.

I find a bento in front of me, making me take my earphones out and turn to the Russian boy. After merely staring at it, he places it on my lap, and puts the compartment down to block the sunlight from me. I hand my phone to Monica, and take the chopsticks to eat, thanking the gods in my head before starting. We took a break, and I do think it's appropriate since Lev's pretty much tired. I understand.

"I'm going to the restroom. I'll be back." Lev informs us, and heads out.

"(Y/n)-san, what's your relationship with him?" Hatsumi-san asks, and I smile.

"I'm an older sister figure. He loves Maki, so don't worry. Nothing between us will happen." Her mouth forms an 'o' shape as she slowly nods her head. "I take it that you're interested in him? I can see the look in your eyes. It's not impossible since that man is a hottie. He is sometimes just a dumbass." I say, and she nods in agreement. "But, I'll warn you, before you think of taking him away once they break up—you'll never be a choice."

"(Y/n), I think that's a bit harsh." Monica says, and I shake my head.

"I'm just... I don't want her to get hurt. To fall in love, and to be hurt in the end." I say, and Hatsumi-san smiles at me. "But, again. Maki is his first love, and the only woman he ever sees. The only one he thinks that he could have a future with. You will be a replacement, a fill-in, but not a woman. He won't love you, he'll only take pleasure in your relationship."

"(Y/n)-san, you sure do know me don't you?" I flinch, and Lev simply laughs at me. "But yeah, you're correct." I shrug, and he laughs at my confidence. "If you can't finish it, just keep it for later. We still have to go. Traffic is really heavy today." I nod, and he helps me close the bento

I take my phone back from Monica, finding countless messages from random people. Misaki... Kenma... Yamamoto... Tetsuro. I open my conversation with Tetsuro, and read his messages.

Tetsu ♡︎: Lev said that you're staying over there. You have all you need?

Tetsu ♡︎: (Y/n)? Do you have the things you need? I'll bring them over if you need anything.

Tetsu ♡: I'm going to bring you something. Meet me later?

Tetsu ♡︎: (Y/n), will you meet me later? Love?

Tetsu ♡︎: Love, I'm at the hotel Lev said you're staying in. You're not here yet?

I turn my phone off, and put my earphones on. Music calms me down, and I also need sleep. Listening to music helps me fall asleep. I changed the caller ID for Tetsuro. I actually wanted to put Kuroo, but it would be too much. I kept it at Tetsu. I'm just... I don't know. What exactly am I doing? Is this even the right thing to do?