Historia. | Kuroo Tetsuro

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"(Y/n), I thought you understood.."

He looks so disappointed right now. "Your job takes you.. to countries that are miles away from this place. Your job.. is similar to mine. I also need to travel.."

"You are not going to far distances." He says in a stern voice, and takes both our bowls to the kitchen to wash the dishes. "This is the last time we are talking about this. I hope you understand why I'm saying this." I head to the bathroom, and close the door behind me, it made a loud thud. "Are you slamming your door at me?"

"No, it just closed louder than normal. The wind blew it shut." How the hell does the wind get in here?

I took a long bath, and when he said goodbye, that he was leaving for work, I pretended that I never heard him. I'm pissed. He wasn't trying to hear me out. He kept on going on about how I shouldn't go away. When he himself will be leaving and will be flying to a foreign country! He's going to leave me on my own, and that's not—that's unfair!

Classes won't start until 1, so I stayed in the bathtub for as long as I wanted. I felt like dipping myself underwater because of how pissed I am at him. I just don't want to act out because I don't want a bigger problem, but I really am mad at how unfair he is. He's letting himself fly away, while I'm pinned down?? I don't understand his logic at all. I simply want to achieve what I've been aiming for.

I get ready for school, wearing a bit of makeup and styling myself better than usual. I'm just gonna throw my anger at my fashion. I do somehow look like someone who's pissed or annoyed. That's how my makeup makes me look like, in which, I actually love. Everyone will probably pester me if they see me like this, but that doesn't really matter. I'm just trying to vent my frustrations without harming anyone, or myself.

Classes will be going on until 7 PM. That means, I will be going home late. He might pick me up, but even though he will, I will completely ignore his existence. I do not want to see him. Not when I can't think of a possible reason as to why he wants me to be pinned down to this country. I just simply don't get it. His job is practically the same, so why may I not when he may?

As expected, many people asked me if I had gone into a fight.... with Tetsuro. They all reasoned out that I am wearing intense makeup today, so they thought we fought. I said we didn't, and they bought it. I wouldn't say that we did, like, why would I? We're arguing, so it only means that the matters should only stay between us. No third party should be knowledgeable of what's going on, except for friends from high school.

Lunch came, and I had to buy from the cafeteria. I was in the tub for quite a long time. I forgot about making myself a bento. Though, I did see that he prepared one. My pride just didn't let me take it. Now, I am enduring a long ass line for me to get my food. If only he understood me... I wouldn't have to be acting like this. It's childish, and simply annoying. But more than me, he's the annoying one.

I take a seat after getting my food. There's not many people today... that's a relief. This place is normally packed with students from all departments, so I didn't expect it to be so quiet today. But anyway. I scroll through my phone, and see a new message notification pop up. From him..

♥︎: I'm at home. You didn't bring your bento.

♥︎: Do you want me to bring it over? I still have time to see you. I'll bring you coffee too.

I bought lunch. Don't come. Just go to work. : ME

♥︎: Are you still upset about earlier?