Battles In Life

47

Laying here with dana under my arm I really wanted to stay here forever. It kills me knowing she was carrying out baby and we lost it, we didn't even get a chance. I know it's hurting dana, it'll be in her mind 'if I didn't go to jiu jitsu this wouldn't have happened' but I don't blame her. None of us even knew. She wasn't showing any signs. No morning sickness no light headedness no nothing. I know some people don't get any signs and with us two all over each other all the time we didn't even notice she hadn't had her period.
Pulling dana closer I didn't want to let her go but I know when she wakes up she'll want me to organize the meeting with alexander drays. It's so she can keep her mind busy and I know she hates that it's holding up my magazine but I honestly don't care. I want her to be happy. The company doesn't make me happy, she does.
Feeling dana move a little I rubbed her back in hopes she'd just lay in my arms and not move. "Mmm morning Lochie" "good morning did you sleep well" "always with you here" I couldn't help but grin.
"We should.." "no im not letting you go" hearing dana let out a small Chuckle it made me smile "we can't stay in bed all day" "why not?" "It's not healthy just laying around all day" "we've stayed in bed all day before" "that's true but we werent just laying around" I pulled my bottom lip between my teeth 'no we definitely weren't and at just the thought, I'd love to repeat that day "you have gone quiet there Lochie, are you alright?" "Yep I'm good" dana removed her head from my chest looking up at me with her piercing green eyes and a cheeky grin on her face showing off the gorgeous dimple on her face "don't look at me like that" "why not?, What's wrong with me looking at you" I placed my hand on her cheek "there's nothing wrong with you looking at me but the only thing I want to do is ravish you and right now I can't" "hmm I can fix that problem" "nope I'm willing to wait but when i can, the only way we are leaving this bed is for us to wash ourselves and eat" "you have this all planned out" "not really but that's what is happening" "hmm okay, if that's what you want to do but I don't mind" "oh I know" pressing my lips on danas I heard my phone vibrate on the bedside table. "Hmm I better see who that is" rolling over i grabbed my phone. "Alexander no surprise there" I knew dana would want me to answer.
"Mr drays" "mr hernandez have you arranged that meeting with dana?" "Yes she said whenever you are available" "today at eleven sound okay?" "Great we can meet at miles cafe" "see you then mr hernandez" "you will bye".
"Miles cafe?" "Yep I know you feel comfortable there" dana gave me a small smile "th...nevermind" I chuckled.
"Come on I've got to make some breakfast" "I'm making it" "Lochie I can do it" "no I want you resting" "it's not like I'm doing anything strenuous and my cramps have gone" "have they?" Dana nodded "yes they have thankfully" "that's great but I'm still making breakfast" dana just shook her head with a grin "fine I can see I'm not going to win this" "nope". Both of us getting out of bed, I walked straight out to the kitchen turning the kettle on.

Dana

Going for a quick shower while Lochie made breakfast, i then got out putting some clothes on before towel drying my hair and giving it a brush before walking out.
"Mmm that smells good" "hopefully it tastes just as good" "I'm sure it will" "here's your coffee too" "I appreciate it" Lochie just smirked "it means the same thing" "technically not saying that word" he just grinned "drink your coffee" "demanding" he had a cheeky grin on his face "what is going through your head?" "Nothing I'm just going to serve up breakfast" "I'm not believing that" "I'm not saying what I was going to" "why not?" "When the time comes I will show you" hmm okay. Not saying anything, I turned pulling my bottom lips between my teeth. I can already see he is not going to let me out of the bedroom when I am able to have intercourse again and I definitely am not going to complain.

"Here dana" Lochie placed the plate in front of me "this looks great, I might have to keep you around just for your cooking" "that's all" I grinned "yep" he had a knowing grin on his face "what was on your mind before?" "My coffee" "ah-huh" "just eat" "demanding" I grinned "I could say the same to you" "you did".

Finishing our breakfast, Lochie headed for a shower While I tidied up. With him in the shower he can't tell me off plus I like my house to be spotless. Putting all the dishes in the dishwasher, I sprayed the bench tops and the dining table before wiping them over with a cloth then grabbed the duster.
"Dana" "yes Lochie" "put the weapon down" I chuckled "it will become one if you try to stop me" Lochie walked over gently taking the duster from me. "The house work isn't going anywhere you need to.." "don't say that word" he smirked "take it easy" "same thing" "not the same word" I just shook my head he just used the same lines as I did earlier. "Come on by the time we get to the cafe mr drays will be there" "I need to put my hair up" "you look gorgeous either way but I love your hair down" "fine I will keep it down".
Grabbing my card and phone we left the apartment.
"Are you okay with walking or do you want to drive?" "Drive you need.. drive less public" I knew what he was going to say. "Covered that one well didn't you" he smirked "please get in the car" "of course".

"Mr hernandez, dana it's good to see you both" "you too" "come take a seat".
Sitting down nicko greeted us both as well.
"How have you been dana?" "Good thanks and yourself?" "Wonderful as always. Do you know why I have organised this meeting?" "Yes I do" "I'd really like you to model our new collection" "I am happy that you were thrilled With my images in the last magazine and want me to model again but I have to decline" "this is a very big opportunity" "I'm sorry but I'm not comfortable doing it, I was not comfortable last time either" "Lochie and I have always done good business and I'd hate to pull my collection from his company" "please do not try to use that against me. Lochie has many wonderful models that would be perfect for your collections, he has proven that many times in the past, I'm sure you would be satisfied with their work" alexander went quiet but nicko spoke "dana we apologise for putting you in an uncomfortable position, if I had of known I would not have pushed you into it. You are definitely model material and you were absolutely stunning in the magazine they sold out within twenty four hours not only helping mr hernandez company also our clothing line but, I will not push you further. I can just hope that if one day in the future that you do feel comfortable, you will model our collection again" "I will definitely think about that thankyou nicko" "what makes you uncomfortable about being a model?" "The publicity and my name being out there" "hmm you are a closed off person" "I have a demon from the past and until that problem is fixed, I would like to stay away from the limelight" "I can understand that dana" I nodded.
"I am not happy with this nicko" "alex you can't put dana in an uncomfortable position, I agree dana is spectacular and the images were picturesque but until she is ready, i do not want to push her. Dana is not actually a model, she doesn't have a portfolio we chose her because of her natural beauty not because she wants to be in a magazine. You have already heard her say she will think about it in the future but until then we need to find someone else" "okay nicko. Dana please let Lochie know when you are comfortable. I can't promise I will not be on your case in the future because you are the perfect model but I will wait until you are ready" I grinned "thankyou" "mr hernandez please find me a model for my new collection" "I can do that. I will send you some pictures of their portfolios before I go ahead with the shoot" "thankyou. Well we best be going. Take care dana and we will hopefully see you soon" "same to you both".

"you are amazing" "looks like you have to find a model" "seems like it, I honestly thought he'd pull his collections from my magazine" "no faith" Lochie Chuckled "I have all faith in you" "aww shucks".