I am not cute! [ZhanYi FF]✔️With MPREG Special!

Chapter 6

I woke up and licked my tongue over my dry lips when I suddenly became aware again that I had received my first kiss yesterday. And while I was happy about it, I also suddenly had a really guilty conscience.

Because with all the excitement because Wei Ying, my absolute favorite author actually wrote me back, I totally blocked it out. I felt guilty towards Zhan and it felt like I did something forbidden. Was it perhaps because of the dream of the previous night?

I also remembered that the author promised to write me a message in the morning. I immediately checked my cell phone and yes, he had written to me. He wrote me that the title of his new book is "Forbidden Love" and it is a novel that tells the story of two men who loved each other but could be together only briefly. I wrote to the author; "Sounds like it will need a lot of tissues while reading."

I thought it was quite sad and also immediately thought of Zhan again. I want to be with him, but not just for a little while. I just don't know if I can gather the courage to tell him yet today.

At work, Seungyoun and I sat at the lunch table, today we had American meatloaf, with sweet mashed potatoes and green peas. It tasted very good. Well, anyway, I said to Seungyoun, "From now on, you can never say again that I am as innocent as a baby. I have lost my innocence."

Seungyoun was so shocked that he choked on a pea, "You what?" He asked, coughing and with tears in his eyes.

"Lost my innocence."

"That means Zhan slept with you?"

"What, no damn it. He kissed me."

"hahaha, I thought you lost your other innocence. You know, your butt and all."

"Hey yeah, we're not that far yet. But he kissed me and told me he wants to officially date me."

"Well, go ahead. Go for it. That's what you want."

I was about to reply something when my phone beeped and I received a new message. Again from the author who responded to my reply this morning. He wrote, "You may be right about that. But life often doesn't go as planned does it?"

I immediately wrote back, "Is this something that happened to you?"

Author: "No, not to me. But two friends of mine did. Wow why am I even telling you this?"

"Because you can count on me to keep it to myself!"

"Good to know Racer85. Are you still going to read the book? Even though it might be sad?"

"Absolutely. I'll definitely read anything you ever write. Last night, by the way, I dreamed about Fantasy World. You were there too, even if only in a blur."

"Then I hope you'll be able to tell me honestly if you don't like a book?"

Seungyoun looked at me questioningly because I was grinning as I read and wrote, and asked me, "Are you writing with Zhan right now?"

"Um no. I haven't even told you yet. But the author Wei Ying replied to my message yesterday and we chatted until almost 2 am still. And now we're writing right now."

"And Zhan doesn't mind you writing so much with another guy?"

"He's not another guy after all. Okay, he's a guy. But I'm his fan and we only write about his books."

"Uh-huh, and it's so funny at that you have to grin?" He snatched my phone out of my hand, read through the messages and shook his head. "Mhm, it's clear you're just his fan. Better not let your boyfriend see those messages. It sounds more like you're trying to flirt with the writer."