I am not cute! [ZhanYi FF]✔️With MPREG Special!

Chapter 34 (Last Chapter, before the MPREG Special)

Chapter 34 (Last Chapter, before the MPREG Special)

Since we were advised to apply for adoption as early as possible, we did so. Just 4 weeks after our wedding, we submitted the application to the adoption agency. Yes I know it's crazy early and so soon after the wedding, but I really want to have kids. And, because they said a decision for or against adoption might take years, so we did it right away.

But, we didn't get a response to our application years later. But already five days later. Our application was rejected. The reason they gave was our same-sex marriage. Because in our country our marriage is not accepted.

I was so disappointed by this letter and this reason that I was in tears. Why should a same-sex couple not be allowed to adopt children? Are we, just because we are gay, therefore worse people? We would love the child or children just as much as a couple consisting of a man and a woman.

Our sexual orientation does not make us bad parents! We would love the children even more because it is not possible for us to have our own children. Well, women might be able to with a sperm donation. But men? It would be nice, but what would be the chance that I could get pregnant? Such a small number, my calculator would not even show me.

Zhan wrapped me tightly in his arms, gave me a kiss on my forehead and said, "My cutie, I am disappointed too. And I also don't know why they think we can't be good parents. But let's not forget that not all is lost. Because we could try adoption abroad. Or we could look for a surrogate mother. The fact is, we are not giving up on the dream of having our own family just because we were rejected once. We will continue to try everything."

I nodded and replied, "No, we're not giving up. And if we use a surrogate, the baby would even be from you or me. We would have a baby and I could be like Yanli, watching it grow every day. We could teach the baby everything. We would shower it with love and always be there for our child."

"That's right. So cheer up. We'll never give up. I know how much you want a child and I want one too. And we will have a child one day."

"Maybe two? Two is a good number. It would be nicer if our child had a sibling, wouldn't it?"

"Yes, we could have two children too. Anything you want my cute prince. As long as you are happy, so am I."

I grinned and was pleased. "I hope one of the kids will be a girl. Maybe both."

"Mhhh, so you want to have two daughters?"

"Sure. Have you seen what nice clothes there are for girls? Besides, Yanli already has two boys." I suddenly got excited again and told Zhan about my ideas and dreams once we had kids.

I felt good again and the bad news from the adoption agency, was quickly forgotten. We might not have children until a few years from now, but I already can't wait. And when the time finally comes, I will be the best daddy they could have.

But it was also time for me to focus on the here and now again. Because in just one month, my brother will get married. Yes he and Cheng have also finally decided when and where to get married.

Their wedding will be at a hotel. Henry wants to pay for everything and personally take care of the preparations. My brother was against it at first, afraid someone might think he was taking advantage of Henry. But then he and Henry had a long talk in which he once again explained to my brother that he is doing and wants to do this for his oldest son. And not for some random stranger.

My brother and Henry are getting along better and better. Often it was Cheng who helped my brother see things more clearly. At first, my brother had rejected Henry because he thought it would be unfair to our dad if we replaced him with Henry. But Cheng made him understand that Henry is not a substitute, but our real dad. That we as his sons, have the damn right to accept Henry as our dad and spend time with him.