I am not cute! [ZhanYi FF]✔️With MPREG Special!

Chapter 18

When I woke up in the morning and looked at Zhan, I first really realized that my Zhan is actually also my favorite author. He is the author Wei Ying. My absolute dream to meet him not only came true, it was even surpassed. Because Wei Ying and I are a couple. He loves me and I love him.

And suddenly I felt like I couldn't breathe, Zhan woke up and said I was hyperventilating. He ran to the kitchen and came back with a paper bag that I had to breathe into. "Breathe easy my cutie." Zhan kept saying as he stroked my back.

As it slowly got better and I calmed down, tears started to come. I don't know why I suddenly started crying. Maybe just because I had suddenly been so overwhelmed by my own feelings. I was in Zhan's arms and kept asking him, "You're really the author?"

I slowly regained my balance, and Zhan said it could be that it was shock that was just now really setting in. But he wasn't sure either. He was just glad that I was feeling better.

Still, Zhan had forbidden me to leave the bed. He brought me tea and late breakfast upstairs at the bedside and I should stay and rest. I kept reading the book and could hardly concentrate on it because I kept thinking, Insane my boyfriend is the author Wei Ying. How could I not notice that even though he was already giving me clues?

Zhan laid down with me and I asked him, "Did you know it was me writing with you?"

"Mhhh, at first I suspected it. But then, of course, it was absolutely clear. After you confirmed being my fan and writing with me."

"I see. You know, I can understand why you didn't tell me from the beginning. You want your true identity to remain a secret, and you can't just tell everyone who you are."

"Well, except for Cheng, Yanli and the publisher, no one else knew the truth before. Now you and your brother know it too. Well, soon your best friend and his partner will too. But I think if you trust them, then I can trust them too."

"And you and your grandma made up this fantasy world?"

"That's right. When I was very little, I often had nightmares. Then my grandma laid down next to me and we talked about a world we made up. We fantasized quite a few stories together about this world and at some point she told me to promise her that I would write books about it. She even demanded that it would be more than one book."

"And fantasy land, after all, is very different now. So it has nothing to do with fantasy world, does it?"

"No, the books have nothing to do with each other at all."

"And I really get to read your books first in the future? Even before your publisher?"

"Yes. I hope you'll give me your honest opinion then."

"I will do that. I promise!"

"All right, then. Do you need anything else?"

I snuggled up to Zhan and said, "No, I have everything I ever wanted. I'm absolutely happy and content."

"And how do you think the night was for your brother?"

"Haha, I think they both were still lying awake for a long time. If you know what I mean."

"Mhm, I know what you mean. They both looked overjoyed yesterday."

"Yeah, I thought so too. I still can't believe my brother is in love with your cousin. I mean, that they even knew each other. I didn't expect it at all."

"Well my cutie, neither of us expected that. Cheng had never said what his name was or how far they were. He just said he was in love with a man five years older than him and that he was waiting for him."