HARD AND RUTHLESS

Chapter 8

"LOVE, wake up. Dinner's ready." Nagising ako dahil sa marahang pagyugyog sa akin ni Fidel.

Namungay ang mga mata ko nang maidilat ko ito. Bumungad sa akin ang gwapong mukha ni Fidel, basa ang buhok niya at umaalingasaw ang nakakaakit na bango ng kanyang body wash. Tatayo na sana ako nang may maramdaman akong masakit sa gitnang hita ko.

"Are you ok?" Nag-aalala niyang tanong. Kumislap ang kanyang mata habang diritsong nakatingin sa akin.

My brows furrowed. Isn't that obvious for him to ask if I am ok, when he just saw I'm in pain?

Gusto ko siyang singhalan at batukan ngunit Hindi ko nalang ginawa. I'm just wasting my energy, I'm so drained and deadly tired. Damn him.

Napalunok ako nang maalala ko ang nangyari kanina. Hindi ko mapigilang mabahala habang nakatingin sa mata niyang wala man lang pangamba.

"Fidel..." Mahina kong sambit. Hinaplos niya ang pisnge ko. Tila alam na niya ang ibig kong iparating. Nangungusap ang kanyang mata habang diritsong nakatingin sa akin.

Hindi ko magawang mag-iwas ng tingin. Sa tuwing dumadako ang paningin ko sa kanya ay hindi ko na maiisapan pang mag-iwas ng tingin. Ang ganda kasi ng mata niya, hindi nakakasawa pero nakakaadik titigan.

"I know you're sore. Just sleep and let me handle things up. Tatawagan ko rin si Craige." He assured. "Did you regret it?"

I blink several times. His eyes telling me to shook my head, like he want to hear loud and clear that I didn't.

Well, Is that important for him to know if I regretted what happened earlier, does it concern him? He already took my virginity that I've take care more than half of my life, at dahil nakuha na niya ito, aalis na ba siya? Eewan niya na ba ako?

Slowly, I nodded and said, "I regretted what happened, because it seems you tore me so hard... I think I can't walk until tomorrow. But, I can't feel any regret that I surrender my virginity to you."

Kitang kita ko ang panlalaki ng kanyang mga mata. His lips formed into a curve from frowning. He cupped my cheeks and tasted my lips.

We shared the same hot and steamy kisses. I let out a soft moan when he suck my tongue and his tongue explore around my mouth. Nakakadarang ang dulot ng ginagawa niya. Muling nabuhay ang kakaibang sensasyong kumikiliti sa pagka-babae ko.

I'm addicted... I didn't seen myself to be this crazy over a man's touch. He's something unusual. He knows how to handle me and I always end up into his arms, following his hardness and ruthless way of expressing his feelings.

"I'm glad to hear that, Love. I still want to make love with you right fucking now, but you're still sore, let just do it next time when you are perfectly heal. I want to explore many position...I know I'm so big 'coz it's run into our blood and--I'm just sorry for being hard and ruthless earlier. I'm not used into passionate sex, i love it dirty and adventurous." He grinned.

Napalunok ako dahil sa sinabi. Hindi ko maiwasang pamulahan ng pisnge dahil sa mga kahalayan niya. Siguro nahalata niya ang pagkagulat ko kaya lumitaw sa labi niya ang kanyang pilyong ngiti.

"Huwag kangang manakot, Fidel!" Singhal ko sa kanya at nag-iwas nang tingin.

My face flushed more when he laugh at my reaction. Gosh! He's having fun of me and I don't like it. I felt embarrassed for acting like an innocent one--even though I'm not.

He took away my innocent. I'm not a virgin woman anymore.

"I'm not trying to scare you, Love. I swear you will enjoy it." He grinned. Sinapak ko siya dahilan upang mas lalo siyang natawa. "You wanna know my biggest fantasy is?" He ran his finger on my lips. "My biggest fantasy is to fuck you in different public places. That excite me most. Will you help me fulfill my fantasy, Love?"