You will always be mine

13. Christmas

Y/N's POV:
Once I got off the floor I put a spell to the room returning everything back to its place and repairing the glass

I trudged up the girls dormitory stairs and let my self into lavender, praviti and Hermione's room. Hermione shot her head up and gave me a confused frown whilst the other two were asleep

"Oh my, y/n are you ok" she noticed me sniffling and patted on her bed and shuffled slightly for me to lie with her

I got into the four poster with her as it was warm and she hugged my body into hers. It felt nice- just a touch of comfort to a horrible end to the day
I fell asleep in her embrace, she stroked my hair the whole time

HARRY's POV:
I felt like absolute shit. She didn't deserve this. I had all this kept in anger and sadness from her and pucey being together and I just so happened to bring out on her

I walked in on them together and I didn't move till he was out of our room. Once she told me that he 'helped her' I exploded. Did she not remember that night after her ex boyfriend who was dumb enough to break up with her

I pinned her up against the wall just to feel her touch. Oh how I craved it so much. The strong scent of coconut poisoning my nose. She looked at me scared. I didn't want her to be scared of me but she needed to hear what I was going to say. I whispered it into her ear. I couldn't take it anymore.

I smashed my lips on her. It felt amazing. I hoped with everything I have that she would want more but she pushed me off her. Could I be anymore embarrassed.

I used everything that had hurt me in my life to build up a new wall of anger and break it onto her. I called her a slut and whore far too many times.

She got so angry, which was fair enough. I just wanted her to love me. Why won't she love me

As I headed to the stairs I turned around to apologise. I was prepared to kneel infront of her and beg for her forgiveness but she had a glass vase in her hand so I sprinted up the stairs and hid behind the wall. Holding my breath in hope she wouldn't hear me

I heard a smash, then a growl sort scream sound and she had crumbled down to the floor in sobs. This absolutely destroyed me. All of this was because of me. I'm meant to protect you but I made you vulnerable to pain.

The first time I saw you, I just knew. Your smile is so contagious I smile with you. No one I had ever met made me feel remotely the same way as you do.

Some silent tears began streaming down my face and we were both crying together. You don't know that. You don't know how much I watch you, how much I admire you. Adrian is so goddamn lucky

Y/N's POV:
Four days had passed since me and Harry's argument and I avoided him at all costs. I didn't spend any time with any Gryffindors as I'm guessing hermione and Ron were told as they sent me a lot of sympathetic smiles and I returned as they weren't in charge of their friends actions

They noticed me warming up to them again and kept telling my how much Harry wants to talk to me and apologies and I didn't want to hear it. So I spent my entire with Adrian and daphne.

I didn't tell them about the details of the fight but a different story of how Harry accused me of stealing his homework and stupid shit like that. Because knowing them they would want to beat the living daylights out of him

No matter how much I hated his guts right now. He was always there for me and protected me. Even if my bestfriend has a raging crush on me

I even started sleeping with adrian in his dorm to get away from it