The Break Trough

Part 4

PART 4...

I opened my eyes I was in a strange place I looked around and there was Langa seating next to me with my Aunt on my other side. I tried to move but I felt very light. I touched my tummy and realized that I was no longer pregnant. everything came rushing back to me, my Father beating me and I knew the possibilities I have lost the Baby.

Langa woke up and rushed to my side, he did not look the same .he had bruises on his face and was even limping.
Him: hey don't try to move"
Me: how long have I been in a hospital?"
Him: two weeks "

I felt my eyes getting heavy with tears, a tear escaped my eye"
Him: it's going to be OK"
Me: NO! it not "
I looked away I hated the man I thought I was in love with, I never thought in a million years my life will unfold like this.

Aunt: give us a moment Langa"
I could tell he was looking at me I just did not look back.
Langa: OK I will step outside"
Aunt: Zola look at me, my child"
I did not respond I just lay there looking into space, nothing that my aunt will do or say to make me feel better at this point

Aunt: sisi please my child. You have to be strong I know you have experienced hardship at a young age but what aver your father did he did it out of anger he loves you my child and he is so.."
I turned around and looked at her with so much rage
Me : get out !!!!"
Aunt: haybo Zola "

She looked at me puzzled, I started screaming so loud that I felt my body heating up, Langa came rushed in
Him: Zola are you all right?"

I started shaking uncontrollably. Langa tried to pin me down but my body was doing things on its own the nurse came in and cleared the room I then felt this sting in my arm and I was out as light.

I woke up after few hours there was a doctor and a nurse who was monitoring me
Dr: sorry for waking you up, how are you feeling mis Msomi"
I did not feel like responding to that question because I didn't t even have an answer for it.

Me: did I lose the baby?"
Dr: I'm sorry"
I just looked away and felt my throat getting dry. I wanted to cry but my anger forced me to just be still.
Me: when am I getting out of here?"
Dr: we still need to monitor your condition, but so far so good it may be soon "
I nodded and looked and the nurse who just gave me a fake smile. I did not smile back,

They did their rounds and left, Langa walked in looking so drained
Him: hi"
I nodded
Him: how are you feeling?"
I just looked at him how can he ask me such a lame question, he came close and took a seat next to me

Him: I'm sorry "
I looked I way, him saying that just made me feel like some of the weight has been taken away from my shoulders
Me: where is my father?"
Him: I pressed charges so he was arrested"
I looked at him with shock in my eyes he stood up came next to me and hugged me. I just felt secure in his arms and protected. I could sense that he was hurting as much as I was, I sobbed in silence in his arms.

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