The Break Trough

Part 8

Part 8

[Zoe]

 
it was Sunday and I was sleepy I drag myself to the bathroom took a shower dried myself brushed my tooth and stepped outside the shower, I lotioned myself, and put on my grey cargo shorts, white vest, and white all-star, I dragged myself downstairs, I looked at Langa who was looking even worse than I was

me: you still in your "
Langa: shoooo not too loud please"
I laughed at him and started preparing breakfast, u see what happened last night we painted the town red we went out clubbing and drank, goofed around till the morning, anyway it was sot off a parting gift to me, I guess to us because Langa is also leaving town and going to JHb He accepted a new job offer, we promised to keep in touch always and stay as friends, even though last night we kinda kisses and it erupted fillings that I thought were long gone, I don't know if it will be possible to put Langa on the friend zone now

Him: I drank too much izolo yooo, I cunt feel my head"
I giggled
Him: I'm never drinking again"
me: yeah right as if that will ever happen"
Him: did you finish packing ?"
Me: almost and you?"
Him: I haven't started, will you help me please "
me: yaa no problem "
I handed him his plate of breakfast, eggs, bacon, 2 slices of tomato baked bean chutney, and toast...
him: you are a star, thank you baby"
me: I'm going to miss us, we had fun neh? I  wish we could never part"
we started eating and sheared small talked, I washed the plates, and helped Langa with packing I did all the packing while he was busy on a  call, he was not planning on selling the house so he said that it will be a holiday house if he comes down, I went to my room and finished with my packing after I was done I dragged my suitcases down to the lounge.. funny that I came here with nothing but I'm leaving with suitcase's

Me: I'm done"
him: I will take a shower and will be off give me few minutes"
me: cool'
I walked outside and set on the stoop, I send a WhatsApp message to my Aunt, informed her that I will be there in the next hour or two,
I was so happy about going back to my aunt's house but was not sure how people are going to look at me with no baby in my hand.

I'm sure they will think the worst like maybe I gave it up for adoption may be killed it who knows.
Either way, I had to stop the negative thoughts from bringing me down, I had to open a new chapter in my life and do right by myself, try and sort things out with my siblings and maybe my Father,
yes, my Father, Langa help me to forgive him in order to forgive myself and to move on because it was tearing me apart to hold a grudge and to be angry, I smiled at that thought that I have come too far and I'm ready to start afresh
Langa: hay what's up with that smile "

Me: thank you "
he raised his eyebrow and looked at me, oow God that look, I blushed and looked away
Me: for everything "

I embraced him with a hug and he kissed my forehead, he smiled at me,
Him: no thank you, baby, you ready to go"
I nodded and smiled back at him holding him even tighter.

I wish the drive to my aunt's house was longer, It was bittersweet going back, a lot happens in that house and I almost lost myself in the process, I was looking outside the window and I must admit location life is so full of life .langa kept glancing at me and I can feel his hurting but well life is not always jolly he packed a couple of houses from my house and look at me

Him: so you good? u so lost in thought, u-right?"
Me: sho! I should be asking you that you have  a long face"
I playfully punched his shoulder, he pouted and looked at me
Him: I'm gonna miss you, wish you  can come with me"
Me: we don't always get what we want you to know. besides, I need to finish school and make something out of my life"
Him: grade 12, wow you moving up "

we laughed as if that is a movement my aunt told me she got my report but she was over the moon with my result well I passed, I wonder how my grades are

Me: I can't wait it's my final year at high school next year varsity here I come "
Him: you must come study in JHB"
Me: you pushing it now "
Him: brother got to try you know "
Me: you really are something,"
we shared a look that he only gave me when I know he wants to kiss me or hold me, I'm always going to love this guy, but I feel like we together at the wrong time or a wrong lifetime, his brown eyes were sparkling and he came close and kissed me
his lips were soft and with a minty taste, his hand touch my cheeks and brushed my hair from my face, I felt myself floating as his tongue explored my mouth I was out of breath and my hands were sweaty. I pulled back slowly and I look at the man I will always love and I want to be with always ...

Him: I love you Zoe never forget that"
Me: I love you too"
for the first time, I felt heartbroken, firstly I Lost my baby, my dad, and now the love of my life ...yaa ne life!
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[Langa]

I looked at this beautiful girl next to me, she is so innocent and yet very crazy, I wonder if she knows how much Love her and I know she needs to be focused on her studies but I feel very selfish now I wish I can take her with me, why does life have to be so complicated and to think this girl was almost the mother of my firstborn, she keeps glancing at me I guess the kiss took her by surprise but I could not hold myself anymore, aish the things I wanna do to her now and that short she's got on is making my shaft keep growing ... she licks her lips and
she looks so flushed with her rosy cheeks, she holds my hand
Her: I will never forget you or stop loving you, you were my first in everything, and loving you was never a mistake but it was just too complicated"
she looked away I can sense that she wanted to cry but was holding her tears
Me: hay this is not goodbye you know, it's a beginning, I promise you I will uncomplicated things"

I hold her hand tighter and pulled her close for a hug ...she smelled very sweet

vanilla mixed with pitches and roses, I kissed her forehead and whispered I love you.

There was a bang in the window for a minute there I felt my heart stop, I thought of the worst and Zola jumped from my arms and looked at who was banging the window, her face lighted up and jump out the car and screamed she was hugging and jumping up and down to another girl that I assumed she's her friend,
wow girls and crazy reactions when they meet, I had to step outside the car to look at this crazy behavior I took few pics of her, and when they realized that I was taking pics they stopped and looked in my direction

Zola: Langa I'm sorry about that I would like you to meet...
Girl: wow chomie utheni ?? is this .... La..as in Langa the Langa"

the girl looked at me, they screamed again and started clapping hands wow this was something else I couldn't stop laughing and shaking my head in disbelief ...girl came towards me offers me her hand for a shake

girl: well Mr. I'm Nompumelelo aka Mpume Msimango"
me : I'm Langa Dlamini, nice to meet you "
Mpume: no the pleasure is all mine "
I shake my head in disbelief that Zola is so quiet but her friend is one wild card yoo, I guess they right when they say opposites attract...
Zola: any way chomee how you doing?
Mpume: Kosa ekuseni when I start filling you in about my life, we got a lot to talk about ... please finish up LA and join us, your aunt asked me to get you"

wow, that was a surprise they already know we here ... I guess that my queue to leave. I looked at Zola and gave her a signal that its time to part ways ...