The Break Trough

Part 49

Part 49

[Mpume]

The drive was short and when I stepped in the nerves hit me so much, I walked towards the front desk

Me:” hallo “
Lady at the front desk looked at me with a smile, I wanted to smile responding face was not responding
Lady: “hi! how may I help you ?“
Me:” may I see Dr. Moola please “
Lady:” do you have an appointment miss ?”
Me:” unfortunately not “
Lady: “ok no problem she currently with a patient right now but I can squeeze you in the minute that client steps out “
Me: “thank you “
She pointed a seat and I seat down and waited for my turn after 30 minutes patient came out and I was advised to walk into the Dr room, Dr. Moola greeted me with a smile as always, she was mid-age Indian lady, with few strands of
a grey hair. She forever bubbles and she has a smile that will make you forget all your troubles and enjoy l
Dr: “hay how are you doing? you so grown up Mpume ?”

Obviously, I’m not doing ok, since I’m here in your office, what kind of a question is that, I looked at her with a fake smile plastered on my face
Me: “I hope I’m ok “ honestly I was hoping I was ok
Dr: “so how may I help “
Me:” I need to do some test “
She nodded and jotted my query on her notepad
Me: “I think I might have lost my virginity and I might be pregnant because protection was not used, I don’t know about STI/HIV, but I need to know everything “

She lifted her head and looked at me confused
Dr: “why do you mean you think? “
Me:” I’m not sure, it's so confusing I buried my face in my hands “
Dr: “how did it happen? “

I can not relive that moment not again not now, I pushed my tears away but my face was red as a tomato by now
Me: “I don’t want to go into details right now Dr, but everything does not seem normal, most people when they lose their virginity they bleed “, she nodded, “
and it an excruciating pain,” she smiled and nodded again
Me: “non of does things happened to me “
Dr:” I see“

I looked down this was embarrassing, this Dr is a family Dr and I’m coming up with this scandal of my sex life
Dr:” nothing to worry about love, I’m familiar with cases like this, but I will need you to change into this and lay on the bed so I may exam you, “ she handed me a hospital gown to wear, she gave me privacy, I undressed and put on the gown,
sat on the bad, a minute later she came back, and directed me to lie down, I did as instructed she looked inside me as in look into my Vj, once done she asked me to pee in a cup and lastly, she took some blood, I was advised to change and meet her in her office, I was worried about the outcome. I washed my hands and face and wiped it with a paper towel and looked at myself in the mirror I wish I recognized the girl looking right back at me but nop I don’t, I breathe in and out
and walked out she was waiting for me in her office I seat down, and waited for her feedback, she was busy writing something on her file, once done she took her glasses off and looked at me, she did even give anything out, her expression was just blank

Dr:” firstly you don’t have to worry about anything, all the test I have run came back negative “
I pooped my eyes at her like what the fuck, are you for real right now
Me:” I don’t understand “
She seat back and looked at me with a smile on her face
Dr: “you not pregnant, you don’t have any STI’s, HIV negative, and lastly your flower is still untouched “
Me: “but, I thought ... I mean he did something I Know FELT IT “
Dr: “yes, but he was careful not to damage you, so I will think that he was either inexperienced or he did not want to deflowerer you by intention, you are slightly
bruised that shows some activities did happen but neither that you still pure, I did not know if I should be happy or cry, I was lost in confusion,

Dr:” tell me, did you do any of this willingly, or were you forced? “
I guess my worry look gave me away, and I did not know how to respond to that,
he will report Thabo if I tell her everything aish what now
Me: “it's not what you think ... I mean it can be... but it's just that I’m not clued up about this stuff, so I just assumed the worse “
She stood up, open the dispensary, and took out some pills
Dr: “I think, you need to educate yourself then, please take this when you get home “