The Break Trough

Part 74

[Mpume ]

I tried again but still, his line was on voice mail. I took Sindy advised and tried to track Thabo, I need him to know that he messed up my life, I feel so much hate lately it like everyone is moving on with their life’s but mine is just on standstill, I can not go to the lord's house because I feel like he never listens to me, I sleep with teary eyes every night and wake up with heavy heart every morning. I failed my two assignments, so there is no hope of me passing my bridging Course I might as well kiss my dream to become Dr goodbye, mom was spending a fortune paying for rant for this flat and my school fees, what has gotten into me, when she calls me I tell her I’m ok, but am I? do I look or feel ok ?, this need to stop, I can not blame anyone but my self, but why does it hurt so much, I need Zoe to tell me everything will be ok she always knows the right thing to say, but what did I do, I pushed her away because her life looked so perfect that I hated her, why does she get to live a fairytale life, and Sindy, on the other hand, makes me sick, she was just a hoe a year back now she is in this perfect relationship with a high school charmer boy, Kanti what’s wrong with me?.
Tears were falling like waterfalls now, I took my phone and called Thabo again, it still went straight to voice mail I took my phone and threw it across the room and screamed...wailed out loud.
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[Pam ]

I did not know where I was going to go too, I just set in the car and looked into space, I am not a runner never was never will be, I love Sbu and my small family, but he is just being impossible right now.
I don’t know how long I was sitting in the car but I jumped a bit as I heard the garage door open and sbu walked in he was shocked when he saw me sitting in my car, he was wearing formal wear cream chino pants, blue and white check shirt and white sneakers my man loves his tekkies he reminds me so much of Trey, he was carrying his laptop bag and some plans on, our eyes locked which felt like forever just looking at each other, he walked towards me, he placed his bag on top of his car and he got inside my car and set on the passenger seat

He breathes out loud while he looked into nothing like I was doing

Him: “what’s happening to us? “
Me: “ I don’t know? “
Him: “ all I ever wanted to do is make you happy, but looks like I’m failing “
Me: “ When we meet it was only me and you, but know there is Sne and Sbusiso, there is marriage hanging over our heads, we just have too much responsibility “

He sighs and held my hand

Him: “ talk to me how do we fix us how do we meet a common ground “
Me: “ well sex is off the table for now “
I looked at him and we giggled, he changed position and looked at me
Him: “ aish I blame Sbusiso and his big head “ we chuckled again
Me: “ that my baby you talking about”
Him: “ our beautiful baby, thank you for making me a father again and being a mother to Sne, you more than a partner to me, you my Queen, and I just want to take care of you, baby I made a promise to your brother that I will never break your heart and I intend to keep that promise“

He brushed my cheek
“ I love you “
I smile, I know he gets so weak when he sees me smile, he smashed his lips on mine, the intensity of the kiss was just what I needed, his hands were exploring my body like he did the first time we touched.
It's a pitty that since Sbu was born we never been intimate at all, with the short dress I had on his hands were moving all over me

Him: “ I feel like a schoolboy now I can touch but can not eat “
Me: “ I miss you so much “
Him: “ I want you so much, motherhood got you looking so sexy “
I giggle as he pulled down my car seat

Me: “ Sbu not here “ he did not respond and took my hand to feel his huge cock, I almost pop my eyes Sbu dick size feels like it grows overnight,

He kissed me again and went down to my neck he squeezed my breast and I let out a soft scream he started rubbing my punana, I felt a wave off sensational orgasm coming, his phone rang he was on top of me, he looked at me