The Break Trough

Part 98

[Ntombi ]

The wedding was very beautiful and wow I like how small the guest list was. Mpume looked so happy, and i hope  Banzi makes her happy . Me and the lady's we decided to have brunch later today you know grown up club just to catch up  , so its going to be me , Zodwa ( Mpume mom )  , Susan ( sindys mom ) and Zama ( langs mom ,)  I need some girl talk in my life you know and my life has been boring ever since Zoe moved out .
I turned and looked at sleepping Keven  next too me , Jesus Christ I'm so inIove with this man , I love how he trite's  me ,  he gives me so much love that at times I find it so hard if its true ,
Him : that's so rude what doing right now "
He didn't even open his eyes , but moved his hands to my waist to pull me close him ,
Him :kusile bambo lwami "
I blushed its just a turn me on when he start speaking my language ,my mother tongue , keven may be white but dahm he is so  fluent in Zulu ,  I ran my hand on his hair
Me: hi " his hands rubbed my back ,our Sunday there are always so child , we sleep till late and cuddle , and talk for hours till we become hungry
Him : not even kissinyana nje for your man '
I rolled my eyes and kissed him , and he pulled we to him , shit he always does this   , he got on top me , and his kissed moved from my mouth to my neck, his hands were under my PJ top.  He was rubbing my nipils I let out a moan, I felt him grow in between my thighs. with our busy schedule we hardly  have time for  sex , but today this instant I want him , he stopped and looked at me with his green eyes. 
Him : I miss you "
me : shat up and kiss me "
him : i want to do more "
me : stop goofing around , i want you too " 
I just ran my hands on his broad shoulder and pulled him for dip kiss, we continued to kiss , his hands were about to take off my top
" Dada" .we stopped and I pushed him over me
Him : aish man lengane " he just slept on his stomach , I set up straight and sow Jaydan one of Kevens twins By the door  holding his blue blanket sucking his thumb ,
" hay baby , what wrong " he just came too My direction and jumped to bed and laid on my chest , Keven lifted his head
Him : Jay , where is Joe. "
Jay : watching t.v "
Keven : why don't you be a good boy and joined your brother "
Jay shook his head and held on me tight
I looked at keven and told him to stop ,
Keven : jay I want to play with aunty "
Jay : no dada... no leave mommy alone " I pope my eyes wide open I thought he made a mistake , but he continued
Jay : mommy when is Zaza visiting me "
Wow I cleared my throat , I looked at Keven and he had a huge grin on his face .
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[Zweli ]

I woke up and Cici was not by my side aish konje I slept in the guest room ,  last night we fought like crazy , Cici is not a talkative person , she cries a lot and izolo , she was mad like really mad even kicked me out locked me outside our bedroom , I made my way to the main bedroom she was  not there so I made my way to the kitchen found her drinking Coffee all dressed up,
" morning "
she just looked at me , I walked towards her and I tried to hold her , she pushed me away
Her : no Zweli "
She took her bag
Me: uyaphi manje cos I want to talk to you ,"
she took her bible and waved it.  I cant allow her to walk out we need to talk bra Jesus can wait
Me : Siswati we need to talk , " the way I said it she froze and did not move ,
Me : sit down please " she seat opposite me and folded her arms   ...
" I'm really sorry baby , "
I looked down ,
Her: why Zweli ?... No why her in fact ? , are you still in love with her ?"
I looked at her she was crying but not making a Sound ,
me : it just happens , I'm sorry ... I no longer have feelings for her , I'm in love with you , yes maybe I was trying to find closure about Portia and if we still connect if I still love her , but turns out that you have my heart , I don't know why I slept with her but it was once of . I promise I'll never do it again. I regret it also . "
I lied hope this buys me forgiveness
Her : I've know about this for months now , and I thought maybe it was a mistake , but you constantly came home smelling her , you even hard love bite and scratches on you arms and on your back , I have been crying my self to sleep and I wanted to believe that you love me more , so tell me why  you lying  telling me you only fucked her once ? "
Shit she was mad , im busted , what now ...I stood up and walked around , her voice was calm and she was mad as hell, I could not see her eyes because she was facing down , in my inter life I have never felt so weak , my mind was every where I just cunt loose her like this
Me : I'm sorry ... I love you with all of my heart , the last thing I want to do is hurt you... I can never confers on how many times I have slept with another women that will be disrespectful to you  "
Her : is it because I cheated? that why you hurting me also"
I went to her,  kneel in front of her , I held her trembling hands, " Cici I'm not perfect and my intention was not to hurt you , you my life baby if you brake I die also  ,  I made a mistake and I regret it , let's try and work pass this.  I love you and , yes I had sex with Portia but baby I don't love her it didn't mean anything , you my everything , please never doubt how I feel about you , yes I've done you wrong but i love you Cici , "
I wiped her tears
Her : I need to go to church "
Me : not today please baby I just want to hold you nana please... I miss you so much  "
She looked at me and I felt my heart bleed she was emotionaly drain.  Cici has bean trough a lot in her child hood I never want her to relapse I brushed her cheeks ,
Me : I never want to make you cry like this "
She looked down , and I hugged her. 
her: how can we love each other if thee is no trust ?
me : how can we grow as couple if we don't face challenges "
she sigh
Me : I'm sorry, please forgive me ... name anything and I will do it  "
Her ; I want you to stop fucking her ,  ?"
Me : baby I'll do anything for you , and yes I will stop , in fact I'm done "
her: we will need to see pastors Majozi "
what the fuck ?
her :clearly what you did was the work of the devil you need to pray about it ,"
me : aaaah love , can we rather go to cancelling you know me and church  "
hell no , I'm not going to church for what ?  to tell the pastor that " baba mfundisi I'm sleepping with your sons girlfriend , its just sex and I don't love her I need help , because its the devil in me that's making me do it  "
She pulled away from me and stood up.  OK that dress was not appropriate for church her Nicky manaj ass was out there for show maybe I should go to church one of this days to see who the fuck may be checking her out, I don't trust those church boys , brother so and so  , I held my mouth
Her : I don't even know why you busy fucking skinny bitch's while you got  so much Ass at home waiting for you"
Shit , that cut dip, vele why was I doing it?
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[Pam ]