I'll scream into my pillow.
Four miles away, you hear nothing.
I scream at my scream,
Plead with you to love me again,
But you hear nothing;
You still ignore me.
He made me smile when
You made me cry,
I never knew how far you were
Until I met someone who really loved me.
When I was cold, he put his
Black-and-purple hat on my head,
"Do you want my coat?"
When I was cold, you shrugged,
Rolled your eyes at me,
"We'll be warm soon enough."
When I was fired up,
You fueled off of me,
Lighting your candle from my flame,
I couldn't be happy unless you were happy,
Because everything I said was wrong.
Do you remember running through the fairgrounds?
Do you remember the Superman ride and our laughter?
Do you remember?
It doesn't make sense to me,
How you could be so cold,
Turn my sunny skies grey.
Do you remember when you slept and I sang too loud?
Do you remember the pictures you took?
Remember when my mom found out?
Remember when I left you on Read and whispered aloud?
You don't know the things I've seen,
The pain I've felt,
The way I loved you, I loved you,
Loved you, love you, Baby.
He made me smile when
You made me cry.
I never knew how easy it was to leave
Until I followed him and forgot you.
Do you remember the nights in the park?
Spinning around while I screamed and you laughed.
Eating ice cream, watching you watch her.
She understand things you told me I never could,
You assumed I wouldn't want to know.
I would've jumped off a cliff for you;
Anything you said, I would've done.
Do you remember pulling my hair and me slapping you?
Do you remember the night when we talked 'til dawn?
Do you remember?
It doesn't make sense to me,
How you could be so cold,
Turn my sunny skies grey.
Do you remember when I blasted music and you danced?
Do you remember the jokes we shared?
Remember when your mom found out?
Remember when you told me I would never make it big?
People leave scars:
Sometimes you see them, sometimes you don't,
Sometimes I try to hide mine so you won't.
Memories stick
Of the times when I loved you, lost you,
And maybe I still do, love you.
He made me smile when
You made me cry.
I never knew how little I loved you
Until it was time to say goodbye.
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thoughts from a dark hole
Poetryrandom poetry that i think of. poetry is my way of coping with my mind and learning about the world around me through the beauty of words. thank you for reading! TRIGGER WARNING FOR THE FIRST TWO POEMS - sexual and physical abuse, violence, CSA, de...
