thoughts from a dark hole

closure

If I told you that I loved you,

You wouldn't believe me,

And I know this,

But I still do.

I still wanna pull you in,

To kiss you and stay,

Sleeping beneath the sunsets,

Keeping you mine for another day.

I know the rumors around us,

The whispers, thoughts and words they say.

When you said that's wrong,

I said okay, and I let you play.

Your games,

You're such a manipulative liar.

Pull me in, wrap me up,

Throw me in the fire.

And when I gasped for air,

Your claws held me under, they never tire.

Said you loved me,

But you're such a damn liar.

My thoughts are racing,

The games I'm playing.

Trying to leave,

But something keeps me staying.

If we think the things,

And say the things they're saying,

I don't think this thing

Will live to see another day.

So right here,

Settle the score.

Tell me why or tear me apart,

Just give me closure.

I just wanted your love,

And there's nothing but bitterness now,

And how can a bitter person love again?

I'll never love anyone but you.