ok, look. here i am, again, trying to say the same thing i said last week. even if you don't wanna have a full conversation with me, just say something - it could literally be a response to my 'good morning', or just a statement about something.
if you don't wanna have the conversation, start your own; but don't straight ignore me! idk if you know how this feels, but it's not great and i just... i really wanna talk to you. well, that's kinda the only thing i can do from 700 miles away right now.
i really like you, pretty sure i love you, but you can't keep just ghosting me. it's got me wondering why you're doing it, where i fucked up, and that's just a bottomless pit of thoughts that got me doubting myself more and more. if i did something, say it. if i didn't do something that you wanted me to do, say it. i can't read you very well from here, so you've gotta be more expressive.
i literally want to call you just to hear your voice, that's it. i don't care if you think you look terrible (believe me, you don't). if there's something else, lmk. if it's these girls you've been sharing pictures of, then i can't really do anything except hate myself for not being enough.
just talk to me. please. call me veevee. do something, anything, but don't ignore me. sorry for the rant. it's been bothering me.
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thoughts from a dark hole
Poésierandom poetry that i think of. poetry is my way of coping with my mind and learning about the world around me through the beauty of words. thank you for reading! TRIGGER WARNING FOR THE FIRST TWO POEMS - sexual and physical abuse, violence, CSA, de...
