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Pansy Parkinson pov:

     Theo lays over my covers, not wanting to make me uncomfortable.

He fell asleep fast after the fire whiskey which I was thankful for; for me it only kept me awake. It stimulated all of my anger from today. How can Draco love her? I've always been there for him and there he is playing footsies and staring at her like she's a puppy at the dinner table that he's had me bent over on.

He used to hide it easier. Now he doesn't bother trying and it only makes me want to throw up.

I know I'm a horrible person after today with Theo.  I kissed him, his chest, his neck; just so Draco could see the marks.

He didn't, of course.

I don't know how to let Draco go. I just can't physically do it. I have Theo, my best friend. Who should be my first choice. He's so perfect, in so many ways, but when I look at Draco I can't take my eyes away.

Then Theo had to invite her, because of Draco.

To make time with me. I need to understand sometimes that Draco won't love me, not with her in the picture, and that's how I've come to the predicament of either selling her out, or letting it happen.

Obviously, I know the choice I should make. Draco shouldn't be with her. Not only because she's a mudblood but also because I'm not her.

Lucius told me, people go through all lengths for the people we love, including taking away what that very thing because it'll help all of us in the future. I know he just wants me to sell out Draco, but he said Draco will never get hurt.

Only she will.

So why didn't I tell Lucius when I saw them at the disgusting book store, again? Why didn't I even fucking tell him when she in sleeping in his own house?

I know I have too. Just when? When we get back to Hogwarts? No, that's far too late. Even if it is tomorrow morning. If he finds out and when I never told him it would only be worse, so why am I hesitating?

Maybe I can confront Draco. Tell him. He can leave her and then everything will be back to normal, right?

Y/n pov:

I wake up with Blaise over both of our shoulders. He holds a playful smile but his eyes shine with annoyance.

"Come on you two. Theo and Pansy can be waking up any second."

Draco says lowly, "Ten more minutes?"

I sit up, tugging on Draco's hair lightly so he opens his eyes.

"Good morning," I say sweetly, almost forgetting about last night, not that I didn't want to remember. It was perfect until I remembered I might just be living up something fake.

Blaise shrugs, "It'll be snowing all day, we should all go out soon."

Draco and I make eye contact.

"You went without me?" Blaise yells, pulling off the covers off as revenge. He regrets it soon after seeing my bare legs swept over Draco's.

Draco pulls the covers back up over me, "I wouldn't mind going again, Blaise."

Blaise rolls his eyes and turn to leave, "I'll make sure breakfast is ready."

Once he's completely gone Draco stands up for the bathroom. I hadn't even realized he had taken his shirt off in the middle of sleeping.