Claustrophobia

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TW: Intrusive thoughts, mentions of murder, crying, sex jokes, one super specific sex joke that uhh (omg XD), consensual neck and chest kisses,   

Third Person POV

Irra was sitting on his bedroom floor. "Kill them. It's easy! In their sleep it's too easy!" Irra covered his head and muttered for it to stop.

Irra started crying and shaking. Beginning for it to stop.

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The kids were in the Imagination. At the twins training area as it's been a while and everyone needed some energy out.

Virgil was jogging around the track with Logan. The twins were fighting with Styrofoam swords. Damien was doing flips on the bar.

"Damien!" Logan called as he and Virgil slowed down. They stopped and hung upside down from the bar. "Yeah."

"Would you be able to take all of us in a sword fight?" Logan asked. "Oh definitely not. I taught the twins how to fight so they know almost every strategy and I wouldn't fight you and Virgil because I have no idea if you can." Damien answered before going back to doing what they were doing.

Virgil shrugged. "I don't know how to sword fight but I can use a scythe." "Really?" Logan asked as they stopped running.

Virgil nodded and summoned his scythe. It was a deep purple in colour with a shiny new blade attached.

Remus and Roman looked at Virgil. "Man my boyfriend is hot~" Remus smirked. "I will fuck you with this blade." Virgil warned causing Logan to chuckle.

Remus squeaked. "Kinky! But no thanks!" Roman laughed. "Damn!" Damien chuckled.

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Tommy kissed Janus' cheek and smiled. She chuckled and kissed his forehead.

Tommy kissed Janus and Janus kissed back. Janus wrapped her arms around him and smiled a bit into the kiss.

"What are you smiling about?" Tommy asked after he pulled away. "Just being here with you." Janus told him.

Tommy smiled softly and they kissed again

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Irra sat in his room trying to quiet his thoughts. It's rare when these thoughts bled out and now his was terrified he would be the one thing he feared most.

A monster.

"JUST DO IT OR I'LL DO IT FOR YOU BITCH!" The voice yelled. "I can't. They are my family." Irra mumbled.

"YEAH AN THEY HAVE ALL HURT YOU BEFORE YOU GUYS BECAME JUST SIDES! Roman was just endless teasing, Logan was disappointed in you and mumbled some comments when you were little about how stupid you were because you weren't speaking! Virgil and Para avoided you because they don't like kids. Janus was always to busy and seemed overwhelmed because he had to take care of you. Remus wasn't allowed near you without someone else around so he avoided you." The voice yelled. "They hurt you but now it's time for you to hurt them back."

Irra paused. He remembers half of those things. He knows Logan taught him how to speak and sign language but he never made comments.

Remus was allowed near Irra when he was considered to be a danger because he was on a sugar high or his thoughts were really bad and he was gonna eventually lash out. He never avoided Irra, he avoided everyone on those days.

Para doesn't like kids but would nap with Irra. Janus would do the same when she's stressed. She let Irra cuddle with her as she worked to keep her calm.

Roman is just an asshole but he's getting better

"They have reasons. Leave me alone." He mumbled. The voice got tired and tried to take control.

Irra shook his head and called out for Janus. "JANUS ISN'T GOING TO BE AROUND TO HELP YOU FOREVER!"

Irra started crying harder and called for Janus again.

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Virgil and Remus were making out on one of the benches as Logan just kinda rolled his eyes and was trying to get them back to working out.

Remus responses with, "we are. We're working out our tongues." Before making out with Virgil again.

Roman was with Damien. "You think they're going to get back with me again?" He asked. "Yeah. Don't worry about it. They know a good thing when they see it. You just fix your shit." Damien said.

Roman sighed. "But it's difficult." "Well duh dipshit. Never said change would be easy. You're doing okay. Just don't let it get to your head." Damien advised before going to pulled Remus off of Virgil before the make out escalates.

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Janus and Tommy were sitting on Janus' bed together and making out. Both had work to do but neither caring nor in the mood to do it.

Tommy pulled away and kissed Janus' neck then her cheek. "Janus? Are neck kisses and chest kisses and touches okay?" He asked. He wanted to be careful with Janus as he didn't want to trigger her and make her upset and uncomfortable.

Janus nodded. "Janny. Verbal." Tommy reminded kissing her head. "I'd hate to upset you." Janus smiled softly. "I'm fine. You can continue."

Tommy nodded and kissed her neck softly and smiled at her small hums. Janus kissed his head and smiled softly.

(I stz these two are to fucking amazing. Can I have them as parents?)

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Virgil caught the ball. "You throw like a bitch Roman." He insulted. Remus laughed and kissed Virgil. "And you fuck like a sub on a porn site. You don't hear me complaining."

Damien fell off the bench laughing. Logan covered his mouth and snickered. "What the fuck Remus?" Virgil screeched. "I mean. He's not wrong." Roman shrugged.

Virgil went blood red and stopped working. "You figuratively broke him." Logan told the twins. Remus snickered and poked Virgil. "Nah he's fine."

Logan kissed both his boyfriends' cheeks. "Alright enough of this. We need to go back for dinner." Damien calmed down and got up. "He's right."

Remus kissed Virgil to bring him back and the group left to go back home.

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Tommy was downstairs starting dinner and Janus was in her room. She had something to send to Logan.

She heard Irra scream for her and immediately went to him. She had sound proofed her entire room as when the kids are yelling at each other during video games, Janus doesn't want to hear that. 

She ran into his room and went over to him. Irra's eyes had changed. "Oh Irra. Sweetie. Come here." She mumbled pulling 'Irra' onto her lap.

He tried to get free but was stuck. "You need to let me go so I can stab everyone here for hurting me!"

Janus hugged him tighter. "No baby. I don't think I will." 'Irra' huffed and tried again with no luck.

"Nice of you to visit." Janus smirked. "Oh fuck off. I'm here to kill everyone for revenge." 'Irra' mumbled. Janus kissed his cheek. "No 💛"

"Did you just physically say that?" 'Irra' asked. "Yessss I did. Live with it." Janus snickered. 'Irra' sighed. "You aren't freeing me. Are you?"

"Not today Curly." Janus said petting his hair. He yawned. "That.... that name is stupid." Janus shrugged and kissed his head. "Jussssst ssssssleep." Curly rested against Janus. "I like the gender fluid thing. Glad you found yourself Ma." He mumbled. Janus kissed his head and thanked him.