Forcing her [ ONGOING ]

Chapter 29✓

                       • YLLANA •

I was relief that my mother is in a good condition. Mamita is also there to check her. But i wanted to go home, gusto kung makita si nanay sa personal. I have been in stock here for 3 months.

Mas nakakagalaw narin ako ngayon. Dimitri is always out, he's attending important matters, probably business related. And i couldn't be more grateful.

I was planning this for weeks. I need to escape. I'll take advantage with those times that he's out. May mga security guards parin na nagbabantay sa akin. Though they are far, and it's enough for me to escape.

Kaylangan ko lang pakitungohan si Dimitri ng maayos. I wanted him to belief that i'm starting to like him. That staying here is no longer a problem, as long as my mother is well taken care of.

For the past few weeks, i was trying to control myself. No matter how hard it is for me to control myself. I wanted to shout to him how evil a person he is. That this is obviously a violation, this kidnapping.

But wanting to go out here is enough to stop me from doing all of those things. Pumasok sa aking isipan na saksakin nalang siya ng tinidor hanggang sa maubusan siya ng dugo at mamatay.

But it would be impossible, halatang mas malaki siya at mas malakas kumpara sa akin. At mapapahamak lang ako pag hindi siya napurohan.

Maybe putting poison on his food would be more effective. Pero saan naman ako kukuha noon? Ni hindi ko nga alam kung saan ang kusina dito.

The only way to escape here, is to make him believe and convince him that i started to build up feelings for him. That i know for myself that it would never happen.

I was in a garden, I had my tea being brought up by a maid. Gusto ko siyang kausapin and convince her to help me. But by the looks of it, they are probably scared to help me. At ayaw ko rin namang mapahamak sila dahil lang sa akin.

It's my problem, kaya't ako ang magreresolba. And i don't want to take the risk of asking someone here for help. Baka isumbong lang ako, at mawawalang saysay ang mga araw kung saan ako ay nagpapanggap. If Dimitri knows he would be upset. At mas lalabo ang syansa kung makaalis dito.

I don't have my phone with me. Dahil sinira niya iyon, but how come there's no police looking up for me? Alam ni mamita na dito ako pupunta to attend the ball. I went missing kaya't imposibleng wala ni isang police ang naghahanap sa akin ngayon.

But the changes between them, covering all of this up is huge. At mas natatakot ako sa mga istoryang pwedi nilang ilabas para hindi na ako hanapin.

When i saw my mom on the video. She looks happy, it's evident in her eyes that she misses me but still she looks happy.

The thoughts of them making up stories to deceive everyone made me feel horrified.

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