South Park Oneshots ~Requests Closed~

So Soon ~ Autumn x Kenny~

You say, sometimes, it's like I hardly know you
And maybe there's somethings I never showed you
Sometimes you're certain, but just can't get it working at all

You say to yourself somebody better
Will understand you more than I ever
I'll shake his hand, and smile, and say I understand. Well I do
That don't mean I don't think about you

All the memories shattered around him as she said those simple seven words. "I think we should see other people." His bright blue eyes widened as she spoke. She didn't look sad or awkward. She wasn't showing any emotion. Which was weird for her. She was almost always smiling or showing some kind of emotion. But as she spoke to him, her eyes were a void. A void of green.

I know we 
Said it's just as well that I won't keep, keep you for myself
But, I don't want to see you happier with somebody else

Oh, why can't you just be lo-lo, lo lo-lo, lo lonely?
Why can't you just be lo-lo, lo lo-lo, lo lonely?
Why can't you just be lo-lo, lo lo-lo, lo lonely?
I know you need someone too
This just feels so soon

So that was that. Six years thrown to the ground like nothing. But, Kenny couldn't believe that this was really happening. Sure they had been fighting more as the end of Senior year approached. But all couples fight, right? Though it seemed that everyone but Kenny saw it coming. 

"Yeah dude, I figured she would have broken it off long before now." Stan saw it coming.

"I'm sorry Kenny, but I'm surprised you guys lasted this long. I thought you guys would have broken up the beginning of senior year." Kyle saw it as well.

"Damn Kenny it's about fuckin time, I thought it was gonna be a lot sooner." Hell, even Cartmen saw it. 

"It's about time, couldn't fucking stand that bitch. I mean what kind of name is Autumn?" Bebe and Wendy seemed happy.

"GAH, S-S-Sorry Ken. I-I-I k-know how much s-s-she mean-n-ned to y-y-y-y-you." Tweek, still a big softie.

"Sorry, uh, buddy." Craig, best friend a man could ask for.

"Come on Kenny! You just gotta get back out there. Me and Token are throwing a party on Saturday and you should come. Maybe meet some new girls." At least Clyde was trying to make him feel better. 

I know some things should just stay broken
I'm well aware this should remain unspoken
But I've been working on the things that I was learning all wrong, oh
I know sometimes I only twist ya
And maybe I'm too proud to say I missed ya
But what if here and now, I tell you that I'm all figured out?
Or maybe I just like how that sounds

I know we 
Said it's just as well that I won't keep, keep you for myself
But I don't want to see you happier with somebody else

But Kenny didn't go to that party. He couldn't get him self up, he was too busy. Too busy thinking. Thinking. That seemed to be all he did now. Think. 

Why?

Did I do something wrong?

Am I too poor?

Am I not smart enough?

Did I not love her enough?

Was there someone else?

Did we fight too much?

Was it me?

Was it her?

Was it both of us?