The New Avenger

Chapter 59

*2 weeks later*
Tony got me a new phone as I broke it by smashing it against the wall cause Steve wouldn't stop calling. I still didn't leave my room and after the first day I didn't let anybody in, not even Peter. I locked my door and closed all my curtains as I sit on the floor against my bed all day. I only teleport quickly into the kitchen to get a bit of food and then quickly back. I sit 3 hours in the shower at night before going to bed and waking up almost every hour because of the nightmares about everything that happened, Hydra, my mom, Tony being kidnapped, Bucky, the exploded building and repeat it all over again the day after. Everybody tries to get me to go out or let someone in but they fail each time. As I sit against my bed I wrote some songs, besides that I just stare at the ceiling. I teleported myself into the kitchen for my daily food when Tony grabbed me from behind and everybody else walked in and joined to hold me. I gasp as all the tears I've been holding in escaped and I broke down. (Please think Steve in this video is actually Bucky :))

Nat sat down on the floor with me and hugged me. "We know honey, we know." She said as she rubbed my back. I just sat against the counter and shook my head.

Then I had an idea and stared in front of me as a smile appeared. "Nina don't do it." Wanda said and I shrugged. "Why not?" I said still staring in front of me and tilting my head. "It will make things better." I said and she grabbed my hand. "Some, yes but others will get worse." She said and I looked at her. "Fine I won't do it." I said and got up as I sniffled. "I'll just go back licking myself up." I said and before they could do anything I teleported myself to my room. "If it takes too long to get better I WILL turn my emotions off." I thought to myself as I heard them banging on the door I put my earplugs in and turned the music on the loudest. I sighed as I got flashbacks of me and Steve as tears rolled down my face. I'm so tired, I looked around my room and sighed. I used my powers and made a starlit sky on my ceiling as I laid down on my bed.

*Another 2 weeks later in the evening*
It takes too long for me now, I'm too scared to walk out of my room because of a chance to run into Steve. I stared in front of me and took a deep breath before turning off my emotions. I sat up and wiped away my tears. I took a shower and got ready before walking out of my room.
The outfit:

I walked into the kitchen and grabbed an apple as I scrolled through my social media. I sat down and took a bite when I felt eyes on me. "You know staring is rude right?" I asked as I turned to face Tony. "What happened to you?" He asked and I smiled. "I healed." I said and turned back around as I rolled my eyes. I was about to take another bite when Pepper stood in front of me, staring at me. "You too?" I asked and sighed as I got up. "I'm out." I said and walked to the front door. "Where are you going?" Pepper asked and I kept walking. "Out." I said as I closed the door behind me. I looked around and smiled when I saw a bar. I walked over when Peter ran in front of me. "Nina what are you doing?" He asked as I softly pushed him aside. "On my way to have fun." I said and walked into the bar. I walked over to the barkeeper. "Cherry Vodka." I said and he nodded. As he gave me my vodka Bucky walked in and I took a sip when he walked over. "What do you think you're doing?" He asked and I sighed. "I WAS about to have fun but you just ruined it." I said and downed my drink before throwing money on the bar and walking back outside. Wanda, Nat and Peter were standing there. "Tell me you didn't Nina." Wanda said and I rolled my eyes and walked the other way. "Nina, please stop." Wanda said as they followed me. "Did you do it or not?" She asked as she grabbed my shoulder and I turned around. "Yes, can I now have fun?" I said and wanted to walk away. "No turn it back." Wanda said and the others looked confused. "Turn what back?" Bucky asked and Wanda looked at me with worry in her eyes. "She turned off her emotions." She said and they all looked at me. "Well I got sick of feeling so... I took it away." I said before turning around and walking away. "We need to trigger her so she'll turn it back on." Wanda said and I turned around. "Won't work." I said and walked further. I walked around for a bit and looked for a new bar. When I found one and everyone looked around. All men were staring at me as I walked over to the barkeeper. "Cherry Vodka." I said and he nodded. A guy walked up to me. "Hey there beautiful." He said and I rolled my eyes. "No." I said and he got closer. "Let me buy-" He said but I cut him off. "I said no." I said and turned around and looked at the barkeeper as the man put his hand on my waist. "Let's AAAAARGH!" He screamed out as I bent his arm and push his face on the bar. "What part of no did you not understand?" I asked as I pulled him up and kicked him the other way. "Perv." I said as I sat back down and took a sip as I noticed everyone staring. "What? Anyone else wanna be an idiotic perv? No, well then show is over, now carry on." I said and they all mumbled to each other as the msn crawled back up. "Oh you won't get off that easy." He said as he started to walk over to me. "Oh won't I?" I asked as I downed the rest of my drink and got up. He tried to hit me and I dodged it. "Are your feelings hurt? Cause someone said no to you? Awwww poor you" I said as I grabbed his arm he tried to hit me with, I flipped him over and he fell to the ground. "It's easy isn't it? Acting like it's normal for women to just say yes to anything, yet when it comes to men they always no and get angry if we keep pushing." I said as I placed my foot on his chest. "Well too bad for you sir, I'm not saying yes to you." I said as I pushed my foot off of him and put money on the bar. "Sorry about all this." I said and smiled at the barkeeper. As I walked away the man got up and smacked my ass. "Big mistake." I said as I grabbed his arm and his hair, I bent his arm behind his back and slammed his head on the bar. He fell to the ground unconscious, I put more money on the bar and walked home, I walked to my room right away and locked the door again. I changed in to my PJ's and took of my make up before going to bed.

Sorry for the many time jumps but otherwise it gets boring.