never forgotten

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"Judy give me my pencil i'm not kidding give it!" i struggled to pry the pencil out Judy's hands. "say it , say that you want to be with me!" she pleaded. "GIVE IT NOW!" i yelled. i hovered over her a little on her lap until i heard familiar chains down the hall.

"give it to me" i demanded. "say it!" she yelled. "sorry i'm late i just- what's going on?" she stopped looking at the teacher and made eye contact with me and Judy i was practically on top of her so i could see why she's mad. "billie it's not what-" before i could finish my sentence she walked out.

i got up and grabbed my bag "ms ortez if you leave this class you will be marked absent" ms jessie threatened. "i'll make it up i really have to go" i told her and walked out. i chased after billie and got in front of her and blocked her way of walking.

"billie i was trying to-" she wasn't even looking in my eyes she was so angry. i'm so stupid. "you KNEW you knew that i liked you. THIS is why i don't date Georgia I DON'T trust you enough" she said. "were not even together" i told her.

"gee wonder why" she shook her head and walked off but i got back in front of her. "no , no no no no no you DO NOT get to turn this on me billie i was trying to tell you despite you aren't even listening we aren't together why are so you mad b- because i tried to get a pencil MY pencil" i snapped.

"NO because i like you and i have trust issues" she whined. "well fix them" i said walking away. i cant believe she tried to put all this on me. "Georgia" she called my name. but i didn't look back i was trying to find Judy just when i spotted her.

"JUDY!" i yelled and she came over. "since were in a public space i was hoping we could have this talk more .. private" i smiled. she nodded and led me to the back of the school. "anything you want to ask me" she blushed and cheered.

"w-we have to stop this is messing with my relationship with billie" i told her. "oh now you two are in a relationship!?" she asked. "n-no we just .. please , we cant" i told her.

"we can still be friends. we have to be friends your the first friend i made at this school" she panicked. she's really building up my anxiety potential energy style and shit. "NO! I DON'T WANNA TALK TO YOU , I DON'T WANNA HAVE SEX WITH YOU , I DON'T WANNA SEE YOU , and i sure as hell don't wanna be your friend" i growled and walked off.

i can't believe that she's the reason why me and billie have had a problem. all this time , it's been Judy i tried to be nice last summer telling her this doesn't includes feelings but it's just .. gotten out of hand.

i walked back in front of the school and walk in to see the bell rung again which means fourth period. with billie me and billie have 1st period together and fourth and fifth. for my second period classes i have Kaitlyn and Jeremy so i cant really complain but Kaitlyn and Jeremy have first period with me and billie.

and they have most classes with billie except fifth period and fourth period. i walked to my fourth period before the second bell rung. i missed lunch talking to Judy bitch ass. "right on time ms. Ortez , you can sit right next to ms O'Connell." she smiled.

i hesitantly made my way next to billie. "hey" she spoke dryly. "what page are we on" i asked her with an attitude tone. "46 and the page where you forgive me" she said looking at me. "i don't think so" i flipped through the pages of the text book trying to find page 46.

"billie if you keep speaking to me while i'm trying to focus then i might just move somewhere else" i teased loudly in front of the class. "thanks for making a bold choice" ms. Saint admired.

"now let's cary on the the lesson—" she turned around to the board to resume her teaching."i have bad trust issues" she confessed."billie , leave me alone please" i told her and got up and moved in a different seat.