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me and Kaitlyn still aren't talking, this is the biggest argument we ever had and were on the same case today. "okay go to the roof by the chopper theres a trauma coming in i will meet you up there after this patient " Dr lewis told us.

we silently went to the top of the roof. "shouldn't you be with the patient" she rolled her eyes. "he's prepped and in the O.R. and now you're gonna leave or shut up" i sassed. "please just go back downstairs" she said.

and i didn't even move a muscle "my PTSD , from the shooting is back" she confessed. "Kaitlyn" i called her name. and she let out a sigh and put her hands on her head and quickly moved them. "how are you fine? how are you just completely fine? i'm ruined , okay i'm wrecked i am dead and you're just walking around , what? being happy. as if you didn't go through the same thing too!" she yelled.

"why are you okay?" she asked. "i don't know" i shouted. "you were there too , with your sad eyes screaming at me to save the Chief's life-" she yelled. "i-" she talked over me. "you've been telling the guy to shoot you and not giving a crap about yourself and what you're leaving behind your friends , family, girlfriend-" i talked over her.

"KAITLYN!" i called and she kept rambling talking over me. "i didn't have a choice , and you did that! if it was anyone else in that O.R. on the table if it was anyone else standing there i would've walked away-" i talked over her screaming again. "YOU WOULD NOT-" she cut me off. "i would've walked away-" we talked over each other. "you wouldn't-" she cried over me.

"AND THEN I WOULDN'T BE HERE! i see why Dr. Flores left he didn't want to be here this hospital is a sign of death! it brings death i lost my baby , Thomas , Judy , Natalie it takes everyone and everything!" she screamed to the top of her lungs yelling at me. and i stood there in shock until the chopper came down and we ran to get the patient out.

OWEN POV

"so" i walked up to Dr. Waldorf , Kaitlyn told me she's interested in me after she fount out Jermey was cheating , just not with her. "what are you? a resident? attending?" i asked. "i'm a first year resident" she answered.

"oh" i replied. "you wanna go-" she cut me off. "sorry but i have a boyfriend, he's a intern here. Dr. Ray" she said. "i was gonna ask you do you want to be on a case" i lied switching up the conversation.

"sure" she smiled her boyfriend is actually on the case also. we walked inside the patient's room. "hi i'm Dr.Brown" i introduced. "hi" the little boy smiled. "you mind presenting?" the attending on this case asked Dr. Ray.

"Bowie Stevens 6 year old male , LLQ abdominal pain unlikely testicular torsion likely diverticulitis vs DKA , CT scans repeat WBC and lactate antibiotics , pending CT" he flexed.

"bowie Stevens" the six year old mocked Dr.ray. "you're really cute , can you be my girlfriend?" he asked Dr.Waldorf as she giggled. "alright well every next hour Dr. Brown well check on your until your scans come back and then you'll head up to surgery" the attending said to his mom.

"i'm gonna go in the waiting room for a minute it's just so sad seeing him like this"the mom walked out the room. "okay see you in a minute bud" i walked out.

i came back an hour later to check his monitors and make sure he's okay. "you want to have some real fun?" he asked. "what do you mean?" i asked checking his tubes. "pranks , on that doctor" he smiled.

"Dr. Waldorf or Dr. Ray?" i asked. "Rat" he snorted mistaking his name purposely. "what are you up to?" i suspected. "please just one more prank before i might die , or go into surgery" he asked. "you're not dying" i said. "yeah well" he shrugged his shoulders.

"you paged me?" Dr Ray asked everyone around the E.R. "hey excuse me did you page me" he asked Dr lewis as he shook his head trying to help a patient . "hey did you page-" a nurse walked passed him talking. "who the hell paged me?" he yelled in the middle of the E.R.