never forgotten

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"hey Kaitlyn what's up" i said. "i'm sorry i uh" she sniffed. "just had a moment" she wiped her tears , we were on the closed stair case that was always empty. "are you okay?" i asked and she looked at me and began to cry.

" i uhh it's just .. before the shooting i was depressed. then after the shooting i was depressed and i had PTSD. it took some time and then i was happy again the happiest i ever been. but- but somehow.." she broke down.

"i got into a crash and it- it took the wind out of my happiness and i cant sleep or breathe or think all i can do is think about how we were the ones to have something so bad happen to us and were good people. Natalie was a good person , she saved lives we save lives. we were going to go save a life" she sobbed.

"how does something so beautiful turn into a demon" she cried. she was talking about her mental health. 'turn into a demon' her depression. "it's just i can't do it anymore i can't" she said. "i was just getting happy and getting everything i wanted everything i deserved and this just-" she cried.

"hey hey look at me" i held her head up. "you are Kaitlyn Willams , suck it up. we are do-ers so be that do-er" i said and she looked at me and nodded."okay , let's get you up" i said and pulled her up.

FRANCIS POV

"John doe , hit by a SUV sats are low blood pressure 180/110 he's hypotensive and slightly" the paramedic said. oh no it's a john doe which means it's unknown. "is he okay!?" a girl said. "ma'am do you know him?" dr lewis said. "no , no he saved me he pushed me out of the way!" she yelled.

"okay let's get him in" i said. we toon him to the E.R. room. "hello sir can you hear me can you tell me your name" i said checking his pupils. "pupils equal and reactive" i looked into his eyes. "page general" Dr lewis said.

LILY POV

right now i'm doing surgery with Owen and Jordan and so far it's going okay. "more lap pads , more , more , more , more" i told the O.R. nurse as i patient was coding. Owen grabbed the defibrillator "charge to 300 , clear!" he yelled and the patient continued to code.

"begin compressions" Jordan said. "Wait" Owen said. "what? she running out of time" Jordan said. "just give her time" he said looking at the heart rate monitor. and suddenly, the heart rate went back up and the sats level was high and the blood pressure was 94.

"okay" he breathed out. and he began to breathe shakily. "Owen are you okay?" i asked. "Dr Brown" i said. "okay , guys he's having a panic attack with his leg , he doesn't think it's real so grab a scalpel and stab he leg" Georgia said through the intercom outside the O.R. .

"what" Jordan asked. "get a scalpel and stab his left leg now!" Georgia ordered. i stabbed his left leg and he breathed out like he's been suffocating this whole time. "take off my gloves" he said to the O.R. nurse.

and she took them off , Georgia ran down here and ran to Owen as he slid down his pants and took off his prosthetic leg. where the remaining of his knee was showing "Georgia" he breathed out. "it's okay , it's okay i'm here. close him up keep working" i told them.

KAITLYN POV

"hey Francis , can i take over on this case billie stole mine" i said. "yeah sure" she said. "check his vitals , and if you see any change i mean anything page me please" she said before leaving.

"okay" i said and soon after she left. i went to check his vitals and he grabbed my hand. "you're okay" i comforted the patient. he opened my hand and wrote something. "d-o-e-r" i spelled out. his face was all messed up so i couldn't tell who he was.