never forgotten

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right now i'm getting ready for my court day. and dr Miller is helping me look professional and i couldn't have anyone better. "— how can he be so mad that i amputated ? we had no choice people are loosing their friends to car crashes and they wanna be ungrateful about some damn legs" i gossiped to dr Miller.

"he was my favorite.. Thomas Robins" she said fixing my collar. "i know .. he was one of the good ones" i said. "okay i want you to do excellent because it started off with eight interns. Kaitlyn, Jeremy, Natalie , Francis , Judy ,Thomas , you , & Billie. and i lost 3 please don't be the fourth. don't let them take your medical license" she said.

"you ready?" my lawyer walked in. "okay behave let them speak they will cloud you with questions but you answer confidently" she said and i nodded my head. i saw billie walking to be before i walked inside the court room.

"be good in there , i love you" she said and kissed me on my forehead and pecked my lips. i entered the room and not long after the judge arrived. "were behind on one person-" the judge said before someone came in , in a rush.

"sorry i'm late" a familiar voice said. after 2 hours the doctors came out with a sad face. "we tried everything we could" she said with frown lines above her head. she killed my mom.

three years ago

i went outside for some fresh air because my mom died and i don't know what to do .. or think or say. "you asshole" i heard two doctors arguing. "we still had time , she complained of headaches and she had a head bleed you could've done burr holed to stop.

"how was i supposed to know?" he yelled at her. "you could've ordered a CT like i told you." she yelled at him. "she needed surgery" he growled. "she needed the perfect care .. we killed someones mother , sister , or wife" she sighed. "they can't know" he said.

"they deserve to know" the lady doctor said. "if they know then our career is over. down the drain , gone!" he yelled at her so that she could take it into consideration. "we did not kill Phoebe" he shook her hand.

wow , i've never said anything because i didn't even know what any of that meant. even though i was taking classes then. i started to panic and my lawyer looked at me. "that man killed my mother" i said. "you wanna reschedule?" she whispered.

"no , no i'm good" i said. it was going great just pretending he wasn't there. i could really focus. they went and instigated people on this case. "who cut off the leg?" the other lawyer asked.

"it was me , i cut it off" dr Carlson faced. "who's idea was it?" she asked. " Dr. Georgia Ortez" she said. "did she try everything she could or did she just give up" she asked rhetorically.

they we're investigating everyone and everything. "she had no other choice , he's even lucky he had a choice" billie defended. everyone was doing great until Maria Ortiz was being interviewed because she owns part of the hospital.

she told nothing , she had no right. "dr Ortez is a great surgeon. i taught her , and eight others by her alongside and she's been nothing but extraordinary she hasn't had any complaints or reports and she saved dozens of lives and she pretty darn great but not better than me of course ha! because i am Bonnie Miller Chief of the Residents at Montgomery-Ortez Memorial" dr miller said and everyone laughed at her humor.

"so i hear you saved dozens of lives , LEGS , and other body parts why couldn't you save his? i'm pretty sure if it was your dad or mom you'd save it to your best ability " dr locus the killer asked. "i'm sorry Dr. Locus but people doesn't always have a choice. Deborah blue , Moriah Main , Jarod Hangs , Shania car. i could keep going those are the people who kept their lives but lost their legs because of the choice i made" i snapped.