never forgotten

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this whole month had been a wreck. my court date got pushed back and we've been to meetings back to back about who to sue and were actually in one now."we need to see who's accountable for this" a lawyer said.

"not the driver , he's dead what was his name?" i asked them. " tom glee" they all said together and smiled. "we can't theres no one else to blame for it" Kaitlyn said. she speaking again back to her normal self without the smile though.

"there's only one person we can sue" the three lawyers all looked at each other. "whoever put you on that train" one lawyer said. "the hospital we were going to were the ones. i had a surgery to do because i was the best resident for it and i was spend extra days and i decided not to go by my self" i said.

"can you imagine what it'd be like if she was out there alone" billie put her hand over mine for protection while the other one is still healing from surgery. "okay since the Chief of this hospital approved we blame him and sue this hospital" they suggested.

"no , what? that's crazy we work here" Francis said. she would say she's here for Owen but i just think she's doing a bit too much as if she went through what we went though. "okay then we sue the other hospital , it's our only choice unless you don't want to take the settlement. i'll give you time to think" the lawyer said.

what if we don't want to sue them? what if we don't have to? who says we wanted to sue in the first place we were moving way too fast.

FRANCIS POV

"hey i cooked for you" i made breakfast for Owen. and i sat it down "Owen" i sighed. he rolled over from his side and sat up. he removed the cover "you took my leg! i told you not to do it you promised!" he yelled.

"you were going to die" i said calmly. "you promised me!" he yelled. "maybe if you're life wasn't on the line then i would've made the choice you picked!" i yelled. "get out" he looked at me disturbingly. "GET OUT!" he yelled and i left.

i left and sat in the living room quietly and i began to watch TV. until Owen came out and he rolled right next to the couch silently to watch what i was watching. "with the money i think we should give it to the homeless or people in need or to Jaden's tuition in the future i think that's what Natalie would want" i said.

"you know what i want? more than anything , i want to know what you're thinking" i asked. "what you want just-" i touched his arm as he moved it away from me. "well umm the home health care nurse will be here soon try to be nice don't.. throw things at this one okay" i said. "let her help you" i suggested. "okay i'll see you tonight" i said and walked out.

i went to my car and began to cry , i let it all out. this is affecting me more than it's affecting him. and i can't even talk to my own boyfriend god i should be getting thanked for saving his life.

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i came back from the hospital around 9:00 and so i cooked dinner for both me and owen. were eating silently watching the tv. "so theres another meeting tomorrow , are you gonna go?" i asked. "mm you're gonna go so i don't have to , see how that works" Owen said nonchalantly picking around his food.

"i'm going to speak for Judy who can't speak for herself see how that works" i said with a small chuckle to brighten the dark mood in here. " you should be at that meeting, you should speak for yourself i wasn't there i don't- it's not a decision i should be making for you" i told him.

" you weren't shy about making other decisions for me what's different now?" he snapped in a calm tone. "i mean i think you're on a roll" he said and i through my napkin down on my plate angrily. "i'm not doing this" i picked up both of our plates and took them to the kitchen and he followed me.